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pissed off
freaked out
crazy
wired
depressed
need a new life
need to feel like im loved
need some normalcy to my life

-these are jus some of the things that are running around in my head and this is wut my life is like rite now...i dont know how people deal with all of this STUFF at once, i really dont. im goin crazy this shit has an impact on the people i love and care the most about and i dont like it

care, dont care, i just needed to get all this shit down somewhere and this seemed like a good place for it so yah

k this is the poem i wrote cuz its how ive bin feeling lately and it has to do with certain things that have happened in my life that arent so cool and in this i mite seem depressed but im not really but i guess on the day i wrote this i kinda was but wutever think wut u want just let me know wut u think
thnx --jess

here in my heart
i long for the love, that i know is dying
here in my heart
i long for the peace i know i cannot have
here in my heart
i long for the wretched sorrow to be replaced with the joy and happiness i wish to feel today
here in my heart
i long for for those long nights spent crying to be given back to me
here in my heart
i long for my heart not to be so broken
here in my heart
i long to be whole again
here in my heart
i long to have my life back as if it all didnt happen
here in my heart
i long to be me

HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO??????
EVEN IF YOUR TAKEN REPOST THIS, YOU'D BE SURPRISED AT HOW FAR SOMEONE WILL GO WITH YOU? just message me the results

Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back

Kiss me:

Hug me:

Make me laugh:

Date me:

Kill me:

Grab me:

Love me:

Hate me:

Hold me:

Lie to me:

Hurt me:

Sing with me:

Dance with me:

Grind with me:

Stare at me:

Get under the covers with me and just play around:

Cuddle with me:

Let me make a move on you:

Make a move on me:

Play with me:

Watch a movie with me:

Get me a B-day gift?:

Let me borrow your car:

Be there for me:

Buy me a drink:

Bring me around your friends:

Give me a massage:

Take me to the club:

Ask me out:

Do me:

Just lay down wit me and chill:

Drink kool-aid with me:

Hangout with me:

What would you do if you woke up next to me:

Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:

Hold hands with me:

Do something incredibly sweet for me:

Tell me you love me:

what would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I was hospitalized:
5. I hugged u:
6. I asked you to leave:
7. I asked you out:
8. I asked you for your number:
9. If we ere together all alone:

What do you think about my?
9. personality:
10. eyes:
11. hair:
12. body:
13. music:
14. pictures:

Would you?
12. be my friend?:
13. keep a secret if i told you one:
14. kiss me:
15. go on a date with me?:
16. keep in touch?:
17. date me:
18. Give me your number: _______________________

Have you ever?
19. lied to make me feel better?:
20. wanted to kiss me?:
21. wanted to see me?:
22.wanted to tell me something important:____________________
23. kept something important from me?:
24. wanted my number:

the lasts
25. what's your name:

REPOST THIS PLEASE SO I CAN DO THIS FOR U