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Member Since:
Jun 3, 2007
Current Residence:
NC, and hating every minute
Hometown:
Charlotte
General Info:
Redoing profile, please stand by.
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Well, where do I start. I came out of my mother 15 years ago in the month of November. She named me James. I generally prefer metalcore, post-metalcore, hardcore, post-hardcore, a little bit of grindcore, techno, heavycore, alternative, slow rock, but NO NU-METAL. That vile, earpiercing type of what some call music, is disgraceful to the metal genre. I do have an xbox live account, so ask me if you want it (PS3 sucks :) ).. I don't care if you judge me in any way; I have been through more pain and suffering than you could ever imagine. I've contemplated suicide at the age of 8, cut myself at 9 (Don't cut anymore), and almost stabbed myself at 10. I started to overdose on prescription drugs at ages 12-13. Life sucked. I have and will never do any other drugs ever again, including anything you can smoke. I have never been drunk. I am past that now. But the pain still lingers. It haunts me in my sleep; I may never escape this paradoxical despondency it brings. I cry almost every night about what has happened. I consider myself scene, not emo. Emos are overreacting (no offense), and usually cry, cut, and do drugs about their past loves that he or she has lost. Cry about something more meaningful, such as death, family, or reclusion. I am straight, so guys, don't flirt with me. Please.
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She is Just a Glitch- Sky Eats Airplane
Something you once told me,
No regrets no wasted efforts,
I'm left in the wake of your returning glory.
You looked so confident in your decision,
For the right of your indifference.
So pure in your deception,
So right in your mind,
This is just my luck,
It's always been my luck.
Come closer so i can see you.
Your cold to the touch.
Hasn't anyone ever told you this is just my luck?
Say what you will,
You're no longer the death of me, This whole shipwreck has been sent to sea.
So go ahead and take what you will from me.
It doesnt matter, I've been set free
And I am running out of words.
And I am running out of time.
To explain to you what we could have been.
Now the chance is over and ill admit that I am just fine today.
I am just fine today,
Ill admit that to you.
I am just fine today,
Ill admit that to you.
I am just fine today,
You wont bring me down again.
I am just fine today,
You wont bring me down again.
I am just fine today,
You wont bring me down again.
I am just fine today,
You wont bring me down again.
I am just fine today,
You wont bring me down again.
You wont bring me down again.
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you say joe bros - i say arsonists get all the girls
you say lil Wayne - i say suicide silence
you say snoop dog- i say as i lay dying
you say britney- i say job for a cowboy
you say soulja boy- i say august burns red
you say rap- i say LISTEN TO REAL MUSIC
you say pop- i say lets rock up your ass
Country rap=crap
put this on your page if you think this is true
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HelloDollFace- said:
Hi there.(:
The Rooms Hush-Hushed, And Now It's Our Moment <3
1/24/12 (:
32 weeks 6 days ago
XXCutie101XX said:
Heyy((: i havee no clue if u remeber me its been like a year since weve talked cuz i forgot my password well untill now that is :P well u should txt me so we can catch up on things (;
I Love you till the end of time <3
46 weeks 9 hours ago
devil hound said:
i want your xbox live account name
This is my signature. Hi. I'm too ugly for you. Have fun :D
1 year 8 weeks ago
saywhatsaywhat7 said:
PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO TRUE!! 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for u. 2. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate u is because they want to be just like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about u before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8 .You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: You most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them: you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love u. something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Whoever breaks this chain letter? Will be cursed with 10 Relationship problems for the Next ten years tag your it! This is so scary send this to 15 people in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters! It so scary because it works! NO SEND BACKS! If you have less than 15 friends its ok
totalllly guyyy crazy!!!!!!
1 year 13 weeks ago
XxXKrazy_RainbowsXxX said:
Oh em jee lets be friends we have so much in common! :o
I'm scene and I've at least done 3 of the things you did when u were younger...aaaanyways, comment me back, meh names Brooke. ;))
Z.T. I.S
Zack, Thomas, Ian, Shelby
BESTIEZ4LIFE
Do Not Disturb!
1 year 35 weeks ago
afw1996 said:
hey i'm alexis. you sound cool. comment me back :D
POPULAR PEOPLE SUCK BALLS
1 year 38 weeks ago
devil hound said:
hello.....how goes everything?
This is my signature. Hi. I'm too ugly for you. Have fun :D
2 years 8 weeks ago
HOTT_BABE1234 said:
heyy whats up? im so bored... i havent been on in like so long
2 years 13 weeks ago
saschaline said:
I like ur playlist :-)
Im Jasmin btw :-P
_ You Had My Heart - At Least For The Most Part _
2 years 17 weeks ago
CaliiiMichelle said:
heyyy ur on ur email....? will u answr me at all???
The inseparable.. were seperated.
2 years 16 weeks ago
SHUT UP N DRIVExX said:
hey i like yur tunes :)
football is my RELIGON...
the RAIDERS is my god!!!
2 years 18 weeks ago
-FerSureMaybe- said:
Thanks for the picture comment (:
"And here I am, expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded.."
Hmm..<3








































XxDulce Princesa Melissa♥Salvatore♥Korvinus♥xX said:
hi<3 :)
Melissa<3: I'm A SweetHeart to everyone but i can turn bitter
15 weeks 10 hours ago