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I'm a guy. I'm a Christian. I love God. I love Jesus. I hate religion. Organized "religion" is a flawed and man-made system. Pure Christianity is not. *insert cheesy but true cliche* "It's not a 'religion', it's a 'Relationship' *end cheesy but true cliche* Most of the time I can't stand Christians. The hypocrisy wreaks. "I love you, Jesus, but please save me from your followers!..." Not that I'm picking on pseudo christians, but I generally hate most people equally. Humans are scary. I don't like them... most of them, anyway. I have absolutely no faith in humanity. Yet, I am strangely compelled to help people who are hurting to find Truth. The irony of it all...

I like METAL. I like goth/industrial. I like 80's music. I like celtic and classical music. I like horror movies. I sing. I scream. I growl. I used to be the vocalist for Veil of Suffering and OBLITERATION/Death List. VOS, being the most recent of the two. I quit in August '08 after having been with the band for a little over a year. I run and maintain the Oblit page. Aside from the Oblit page linked above, I have also created a music page combining both bands from when I was with each of them. You should add it: RGPMetal. I plan on putting another band together soon. My METAL can beat up YOUR music. Get used to it!

Seriously, though... if you would like to really get to know about me, feel free to visit my official website at: VeiLofDisdaiN.com.

I hide my friends and my comment section to protect my friends from unnecessary bots, hijackers, spammers, and phishers. How thoughtful I am! You should love me! ;)

- Country music is teh suck!
- Adult Contemporary is teh suck!
- Rap is teh suck!
- R&B is teh suck!
- Hip hop is teh suck!
- Today's 'Hardcore' is epic fail!
- Old School Hardcore is teh WINNAR!!
- METAL pwns all n00bz!! :p

Actually, truth is... I can appreciate just about any type of music as long as it is intelligent music with meaning and purpose. Having skillful musicians doesn't hurt either. ;) Unfortunately, there doesn't seem to be very many bands in "popular" music today that have intelligent, meaningful, and purposeful music. Nor do most "popular" bands possess much skilled and talented musicians either.

Intelligence is good. Intellect is good. Humor is good. Internet slang is funny. Stupidity is dumb. Don't be dumb, or I will spank you and take away your birthday! *mean face*

I am random and cryptic. Random and cryptic is good. Don't try to figure it out, because you will fail. Instead, just smile and nod in agreement.

Here By: VAST

"Where do I put the shame?
It feels like a broken toy, I can't
play with anymore.
Where do I put the hate?
To a pixilated screen, I can't
watch anymore."

"All I know is that I'm here.
Drifting somewhere in the vast.
Somewhere in eternity,
and I never want to leave."

"Where do I put the books?
There's so many I could read,
but they all are filled with lies.
Where do I put the lies?
There's so many I could say,
but it seems they're in the books."

"I have faith that you're out there.
Living high up in the vast.
Somewhere in eternity,
and you're never going to leave."

"Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now, you know I am so afraid
to be at all.
Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now, you know I am so afraid
to love at all."

"I looked up, and I saw the moon.
Is it the same one that betrayed you?
I looked up, and I saw my place.
I looked in, and I felt no hate."

"Where do I put the love?
Where do I put the love?"

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"Come one, come all. Whoever wants a taste of me, take it for free! Come one, come all. Whoever wants a taste of me, take it for free! Now everyone can say goodnight to the bad guy!" - Project 86

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Screams of the Undead By: Demon Hunter

"Every single time I feel the burn I try to throw it away.
A fast fix for the brokenness of everyday.
It's like the pain is building up, it's swelling up,
I've got to choke it down and break it down until it's broke down.
It's like a shard of glass, it's like a broken piece.
Of everything I hate, it's everything in me,
A burnt heart stains black the blood it flows.
A dead soul will overshadow."

"Push it out. It's everything you never were,
Push it out. I want to see it shatter.
Push it out. It's everything you never were,
Push it out. I want to see it shatter."

"And Everyday I see my life rewind tearing through dreams I find I'm wide awake."

"And even when it's wrong I start to learn, and then I do it again.
I reach out to grasp and get a broken hand,
And everyone is going to turn their backs.
I want to take them down, and strike them down and leave them struck down.
It's like I'm made to fail with everything I gain.
Just an infected piece in a defective game.
My two hands give birth to nothing right.
A black past is an effective foresight."

"Push it out, it's everything you never were.
Push it out, I want to see it shatter.
Push it out. It's everything you never were,
Push it out. I want to see it shatter."

"And Everyday I see my life rewind tearing through dreams I find I'm wide awake."

"And everything is building up, a pale heart is an empty cup,
If nothing ever changes, I'm breaking down, giving up."

"Burn it out, let it go, break it all, lose control,
Force it out, bring it through, pass it down, make it new.
Kill the pain, scrape it off, leave it here, make it stop.
Tear it down, bleed it out, all the hate, see it straight.
No one ever told me that it would all stay the same.
Everyday I fall on shards of my hatred and shame."