kalea_Dawn05 I'm Online

hum.....! about me, well i guess i can start off by sayin looks can b deceving, im not all peaches an cream u kno im also strawberrys an whip cream.....lol...HAHAHA i made a funnie... as u can tell i try to be funny, not sure how many people laugh at my jokes but hey cant blame a sister for tryin right?? i love to travel, iv traveled all across america..! i guess you can say i like to c new things, explore new horizons! i think im anoying, i always ask if i am, people tell me NO, but i think there just sayin it to be nice....lol.. lets c......????? im blunt with people, ummm i like to have a good time, but also sometimes i like to just kick back watch a couple movies,an get my grub on...! im a terrible hopeless romantic,my ideal of a purfect date is just knowing my man is with me!! ummm im the only girl out of 6 boys so i guess that makes me the princess of my dads house....lol...(shit the day they treat me like royalty is the day they barrie me)i have a hudge family like im talkin half of sillwater is related to me...! ummm i guess i can tell u a lil bout my past..i have gotten into some trouble way back when...! iv made some horible choices in my life,that has caused me to lose most of my friends an family, they lost trust in me an has taken me out of there lifes..! the mistakes i have made has ruined my life an its gonna take most of my life just to repair the empty holes i have. people ask if i could change one thing that iv done what would it be?? well i would defenalty take back the hurt an pain i have caused to all my loved ones..an the terrible things i have put on myself,i would have never put myself on the streets i wouldnt of turned to drugs for comfort i wouldnt sell my self just for me to be able to hear i love you from a boi friend, theres just so much that i have done that i regreat, an i wish every day that i would had done things a little differently, than maybe more people would love me for me an not the person i make my self out to be..! you know its amazing how much a person can change just by the influence of another..never let anyone fill ur head up with dumb things because im living proof that sometimes sayin sorry isnt enough.. iv danced with the devil an now im reaching out for gods hand for help, c god can give u anything an everying u want but u got to remember he can also take it all away, i found out the hard way at a very young age... c i left my family an friends an put them through hell beacause of someone an ill be DAMNED if i do it again. i cant afford another screw up, cause this time i cant an wont be forgivin. Becarefull out there an always remember where u come from dont try to be something ur not, cause u never kno what u had till its gone......! okay i let u people kno the real me if u have any questions bout it feel free to ask...!