Poetic Hummer I'm Online

I lie awake, you restlessly sleep
I stare at your beautiful face
eyes closed peaceful and full of secrets
Your sweet smell resonating towards me
I am open to all my senses
Awake
waiting for clues
Shall you whisper her name again
as you once did
sending nauseating feeling
throughout my being
My creativity at its peak
deriving from your deception
Craving your touch
I lie AWAKE....

As I look into the moon lit sky
a neon strobe till dawn
reflecting the hazy
memory of your face.
I once photographed you
into my mind, but found you
imprinted in my heart.
I miss that twinkle of radiance
amping from your eyes like rays
from the boiling sun.
Your charismatic nature so pure
only to envy.
I miss the spark I found
in that star.
The sky is full
but none that shimmer
like you.

His eyes are razors cutting into her desire
Pale brown with hints of gold
Her skin so soft with a light pink
flush flowing over her cheeks
His lips grew a deeper shade of red
not saying a word
yet speaking volumes to her heart
Her body lay still besides the wild horses
bursting from her chest
His hands powerful yet neatly manicured
reached out grasping her effortlessly
There mouths hungry for one another
thrusting eagerly, bodies interlaced
hearts now throbbing rhythmically
His overmastering ability leaves her
weak and burning with passion
He falls onto her, sweat trickling down
his back like a light rain
She softly whispers.....
Echoing in his ears
SHE HAS TO GO.......

i - second skin

the door opens
smoothly
under my touch

[ your touch
fingers sliding across
my chin ]

my robe
slithering
away from me

my second skin
[ shedding ]

dripping away

falling like my
uncertainties

[ barriers
that i hide

behind ]

into the flames
that light your face

as you look up to
welcome [ me ]

as i close the
door

---

ii - who i am

it's as if i'm letting go
every time you place

yourself [ kisses ]

on my hip bone

or the spot on the side
of my neck that makes my
skin

flush [ crawl ] dance

letting go of who i am

[ or pretending to be ]
just for you

as if you
could be
anything anywhere anytime

always

to hold me close
and to never let my work
stand in the way [ of us ]

pressing me
to be who i never was
destined to be

[ but myself ]

---

iii - essay of a heartbeat

your quill is beautiful
soft and tapered
golden
in the
way the tints
catch the light

dazzle me, hold me
[ possess my focus ]

your face is a pale flicker

that i can only see
from below
that changes every time you

[ breathe ] moan [ breathe ]

like a heart beat
that is trying to hold
it's own pawn

to write you an essay

just so i can listen
to the sonnet you make
when you mark it

[ deface it ]

while i lay

[ head in your
lap ]

---

iv - listening

you listen
the way i talk

[ endless ]

like you will never
hold my words
against me

-- like a knife --

against my friends
who never understood

and you listen

i tell you they [ tried ]

tell you my hope
dreams fears regrets

letting the words creep
willy nilly
over my tongue

a waterfall of [ words ]

and you listen

i wonder what they would
say to be
[ yell at me ]
blame me for

i still tell you
everything

and you listen

like there's no where else
you'd rather be

---

v - dungeons remain

i know
you see the worry
seeping through

all my minutes
that i never

spent with you

dwelling on all the
things i'd rather
not

think of

but you hold me
draw me together

watch all the
worries
melt away

leaving just me
[ and you ]

your dungeons
[ and us ]

nothing can
touch us
hurt us
belittle us

what we have
is now
[ each other ]

together

---

vi - lust filled

falling
the world

with you
a vague
blurry apparation

through my hooded lids

calm silence
just your breathing
above me

and then
awakening

to a black eyed
lusting

figure

full of need
[ for me ]

one warm
beautiful thing

a lustful
concrete hearted
fool

[ in love
with

me ]

---

vii - eyes

face
like a flame
flickering in your passion

make my skin
crawl beg moan
slithering into the haven
of your arms

and my own destiny

[ you make me feel . a . l . i . v . e . ]

annilating
spinning into your world
broken
breathless
bare

against you
and your mouth

---

viii - throb

fingers
pulsing [ wet ] heat

steady
[ throb ] ache [ throb ]

spiralling
falling
into myself

twisting [ fiery ] heat

you watch
my legs ache
pressing

pulsing [ oh god i want . y . o . u . ]

thrashing [ messy ] heat

fingers
inside of

[ me ]

---

ix - taste test

you lick
lazily

nuzzle a trail

of flames
up my throat

[ ingulf me ]

indulge in my skin
arching back
glassy and messy

sweat
drips onto the blankets
making me ache

[ harder ]

tongue in my
mouth
swallowing

digesting
consuming

out of [ control ]

never wanting
to get away

---

x - scratches

my hands
come away bloody
pressing

sharp nails
into your back

trailing my own
passion
onto your skin

for you to always
[ admire ]
remember
for as much as i am

[ yours ]

you are mine

you will wear
them proudly

while i lick the blood
[ tasting you ]
off my fingertips
[ so beautiful ]

---

xi - euphoria

you move
a panther
above me

strong
calm [ fierce ]

your tongue
a liquid plaything
that i tangle with

as you thrust
making my head soar [ ache ] spiral away

into something that i
wish i could hold on to

paint you a portrait

so you could see for yourself
how you make me
[ feel ]
soaring with every
single
moment

---

xii - nothing but silence

you growl
i never told you so

just before passion
takes you away

a low hum [ growl ]
escapes you

and it makes me feel
weak
but i'm already weak

arms tired
knees bent

you are unrelentless

reading every look
on my face
and there's no noise

except your growl
that i can only just hear

over the roaring
in my own head
every thought being

[ pounded away ]

with no mercy

---

xiii - fade out

i sleep
in your arms

leave him
before he wakes

as if never there as all

leaving only

stains
to remind him

[ i will return ]

FIN