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Diamond Entertainment said:

hey girl i tried to send you a message but you have it blocked:((( sorry i miised you last night but I left my page up before i went to bed.

1 year 28 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Funny Statements
1:I dont suffer from insanity,I enjoy every min of it.
2:If we aren't supposed to eat animals..then whay are they made of meat?
3:Ahh, Campers, natures way of feeding mosquitoes.
4:Consciousness. That annoying time between naps.
...5:There are 3 kinds of people, those who can count, and those who cant...
6:I started out with nothing..and i still have most of it.
7:Im going out of my mind! Back in 5 min

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Chapter One…

Ugh, I absolutely hate school. My science teachers name is Mrs.Glechpin. Truthfully I have no idea what she is but she likes me and I like her. Also it’s the only class I have a B in. Every thing else F! By the way my name is youth.

The bell finnaly rings and im the first one out of class even sitting in the back of the crowded chemical smelled Windowless room. I thought I had an easy way out of this but I get out the door and the person I hate the most shows up. His name is Kelvin.

“Hey Youth!” He called out.

“what?” I calmly said back to him.

“Can I have a pen..? Please?” He asked desperately.

I paused wondering to my self if I even had a stupid pen. Or why he even needed one. But I didn’t care at this point with out thinking I blurted out
“S-sure”
I started towards my locker and began twisting the knob. Kelvin followed me, sadly. While I was twisting the numbered black knob I thought my first number; 13. Also when doing this I asked him.
“Why do you need a pen any way?”
Thinking again my second number; 23. After a short two seconds he responded “I have to write something down. Please hurry!”
“Alright alright,”
God, I thought to my self its just a stupid pen, but ok. I get to my last number; 0. Quickly I opened my locker, being as dumb as I am, I shoved my head into my locker looking for a normal black pen. Next I slowly seen his hand in the corner of my eye and speedingly slammed my own locker door into my head. I herd him and his ‘gang’ laughing their heads off. Kelvin said
“No thanks I got it.”
I started feeling cold thick blood running down the back of my head and down my neck. I turn around and say to my self in anger I’m not going to take this any more

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Chapter Two…

I slowly turned around giving him death glare. I didn’t think that he was one grade ahead of me, I wanted to fight him. I slammed my locker hearing things break and fall. he didn’t even see me coming. I ran and kicked him with all the force I could in my leg. Kelvin fell straight to the ground. After this I put one foot on his back standing with all my weight and jumped once. Hearing him groan to
the cracking of his back. In anger, and yelling I said

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

“HOW DO YOU LIKE BEING HURT EVERY DAY YOU JACK-”

I caught my self from saying the entire word. He didn’t respond. I lifted my foot with so much force I shoved my shoe into the back of his head, giving him a bloody broken nose along with broken teeth. And a fat lip.

The next thing I know I’m getting pulled away by a teacher trying to lose her grip. Now I’m sitting in the suspension office. (as I know it) I had got suspended for the rest of the year, that means I don’t have to go back to school! I don’t mind this but apparently my parents care. My moms name is Brittnay, My fathers name is George.

Time passes…passes...and passes until they come out not even making any eye contact with me. My principle walks out telling my parents good-bye until next year. We start heading out and get in the car. Not one word was said.

So far we have been in the car for about 5minuts and the first words were said by my mom (of course). She tried to calmly say

“why the hell did you attack that boy youth?!?”

“Mom he asked me for a pen and slammed my head into a locker”

I started Bawling. My hands were in my face trying not to show any emotion.

“YOUR MOTHER JUST ASKED YOU A QUIESTION!” “YOUDE BETTER ANSWER HER” my dad yelled at me.

“don’t yell at her she’s already crying.”
my mom whispered.
I was crying even harder. My make-up even started running and I wanted to pull my hair out.

“I will give her a reason to cry, you don’t think I can reach back there do you?”

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Chapter Three…

I stayed in the middle of the street for about 2-3hours after they had left me. I had stopped crying barley. My face was stained with my dry tears. I didn’t under stand why my dad had just got so mad at me like that. But I didn’t care any more. So I went to the place were I always go after school. But its not usually 6 o’clock when I go there. I went any way I didn’t feel like going back just yet.

I finnaly got to Pismo beach my favorite place to go after the day is over. I like to hear the quiet waves coming along the wet shore over and over again. Washing up all the sea weed I can find. I didn’t feel like sitting here all night. I wanted to swim. I got out there starting at just my feet, going up to my legs, knees and eventually my torso.

Then it hit me. I have never seen a wave so big as this one. The wind started picking up. I was to paralyzed and cold to move. So I didn’t. I watched the wave take over me. Just like how my dad did in the car. I wasn’t thinking about what had happened today about my head. All I can remember is that it stung like a rusty nail piercing through your leg and not coming out.

Finnaly the wave hit. All I could see was black, green, and blue water. Surrounding me. I thought my life was over but when I came out of the first gigantic wave I noticed…I wcaught in a rip tide.
I went under again. Not able to catch any breath. I went down farther this time, and seen a dark creature that looked like it had as wings and horns. Then It was gone in a blink of an eye. That’s when I felt like I was dead.

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Chapter Four…

I didn’t wake up from this. I woke up on a box in the middle of the pacific ocean. I seen a small island about one mile away. It took all the energy I had to swim to that island. Still being hit down by waves, circled by sharks, the salty water hitting me down one wave after another.

I got to the island, and it was the most amazing sight I had ever seen. Picture perfect palm trees, with big brown coconuts that you would see in a Saturday morning cartoon. It smelt like a fresh rain forest but no rain. The sun as my family calls it das sonne, was shining like a girls best friend on her finger.

I was wondering the island, gathering fruits, water to boil and any thing to hold water. Because I had absolutely nothing with me besides clothes and two small hair ties on my wrist. I finally found about the size of a gallon tin can.

I washed it out and waited for it to dry. Also I went around the island looking for wood, then I thought on a tropical beach there will not be wood. So I looked for dry grass and old palm tree leafs. I found every thing I had needed to start a fire including a chipped piece of fired sand to use like a magnifying glass using the sun rays to cast a one hot spot. It worked just fine.

Later that night I gathered some water in the tin can and got a fire going with the glass and palm leafs. After about 15 minutes the water started boiling. I let it cool down and drank it.

I was to scared to sleep that night, the fire started dying down. I didn’t feel like getting more leaves or dry grass. Just when the fire went out I herd horrible screeching, yelling out
“HELP ME! HELP ME PLEASE!”
Then I herd one more screech, and for what it sounded like their head got ripped off. Or at least something did.

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Chapter Five…

I didn’t sleep that night. I was looking for what had happed last night. Looking for blood, any thing that was proof for me to see.
I found one thing, that was a piece of what looked like a un-normal piece of blood covered skin. I picked it up and took it back to where I was staying. I washed it off and it wasn’t human skin. It looked like it was part of some ones face but it was stretched out and had scar’s all over it.

Again it got dark, I was assuming that it was around maybe Seven Or eight o’clock. I had for gotten about the ‘skin’ I found but not about the screams I had herd last night.

I herd them again, but it was just a nightmarish scream. And I looked around the island to see if I could find any thing. It was pitch black, I obviously didn’t see any thing.

That’s when the strangest thing happened to me, I seen a huge circular red light with fire around it. I followed it and seen little creatures that were brownish pinkish with barley any black hair, wings, claws, no eyes, (or face). They went into the black and red worm hole. The wind was blowing and I wanted to see what was there. I went in the gapping hole. Every thing got dark. I believe I seen the Devil. He was holding a pitch fork, he was red with horns and was about 20feet tall.

They had found me. They took me out and held me down. They were speaking some language I didn’t even know. Then they ripped me limb from limb. My left arm first then my right and so on. I was crying, bleeding, and I wanted them to kill me and get it over with. I didn’t get why they wouldn’t kill me.

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Chapter Six…

I was laying there, no arms or legs. They started calling my name

“youth, Youth, YOUTH!!”….
…
All if a sudden I seen Kelvin in front of me calling my name. I looked at him and said

“what do you want?” I said with backtalk

“Can I have a pen…? Please?”

“no.”

I walked away knowing, that if I had said yes my life would turn out like what my day dream was. This was no day dream this was a death dream.

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

really wants to start a new life...

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1 year 29 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Alot... ask in a meassage :[

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1 year 29 weeks ago

steve495 said:

whats up?

1 year 31 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

wishing i was with a new gut or my life wouldnt be working out this way

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1 year 33 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

Posted some new pics...hope some people look

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1 year 37 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

wants to be kicked out already....wants to be dead...cant live any more....*sigh*

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1 year 37 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

dissapointed...in my self... =[

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1 year 49 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

scared...

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1 year 49 weeks ago

MetallicaLover19 said:

watchen jackass haven some fun ya kno kinda...tryen to laugh at pain

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1 year 49 weeks ago

Diamond Entertainment said:

Help is here...you just have to accept it XOXOXOXO

1 year 50 weeks ago

yup.izme. said:

seriously, we need 2 talk more, I am sorry about your bf.

Bună, Im Alec. Îmi place Scrubs, muzica, si avatar. Ai toate rock.

2 years 5 weeks ago