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Hej / Hi,

I'm a very Broad-minded kinda guy who loves METAL. All kinds of stuff, but clean Music.

I HATE narrow-minded and Stereotyped behavior, and the Attitude attached to it.

My Life's been highly Influenced by Music, and the HIPPY community in general. I've played many gigs in India (GOA), UK, SWEDEN and FINLAND. I owe my life to the Scandinavian METAL Scene in general, and other Bands too (UK, US). You know who YOU are. Thanx and Stay METAL. Your Music made me live through those dark years of solitude and despair, and will give me solace till Eternity !

Keep the FLAME Burning! Support the UNDERGROUND Metal scene !

"So METAL made My Life. Thanks goes to, OZZY and Family, David Coverdale, Yngwie Malmsteen, EMPEROR, Mercenary, Dark Tranquillity, In FLAMES, Cipher System & Embraced.

HAIL Sweden. HAIL Norway. Your Music means, so much to me. I owe you."

Den Svenska Rock !~~~~

Dedicated in the loving memory to Late RANDY RHODES. You are IMMORTAL ! NONE can take THY place. Just can't Live another day, without thinking about you, and those days we had fun. Remember that Old broken Cafe ? Miss those memories. Hope OZZY realises this Again soon?
Saying this is not enough.

AMEN,
Daniel.

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Oh LORD ! Help me as each day's too long and DARK,
Why punish me, when thee never wanted ?

I sip this cup of SORROW, feared daily nothing less,

NO meaning left in my LIFE, just a flight of dark paranoia;

I can't believe thy betrayal, thy justice, and thy fall !
Deaf to my cries, as thy HALO now never shineth amongst all;

The Reaper got me by night, my ego and the whip of ends....

I'm waiting, waiting, as eerie thoughts kill me daily, the past haunts and crucifies me in circles;

Future bells never ring solace, as are now gone with the breeze;
Can this be my SIN, or some crazy shower of DEATH ?

So Drink my Chalice of TEARS, as my END is near;

LUCIFER !, thine glory shines, so take my bloodthirst life,
As in the twilight of shadows, Dead ANGELS will fly............

Now, remember this wintry saga of mine.................

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Here I lay in this desert of DESPAIR, ain't happening much fair,

Will the stars guide my vale of TEARS ?
Betrayed by my own sorrow, insanity applauds me like never before;

Will YOU think of me as a HAZE ? Fear is the flesh, and blood is the innate sign of my vestal birth,

My sand of hopelessness NEVER dries ! Without stream of LOVE, bigotry tries;

Will you betray still my thirst of 'mutual' sanity ?

My cross, my own justice and masquerade,
My halo of disguise mends sanctity, so will you still think of me as a jaded entity ??

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Here as I lay in my own HELL, don't try to ostracize me;

My MOURNING shall begin by dusk......soaked in defiled sins;
Here I am dripping in my own blood...

Here I am sucking my soul;
Don't try to break my inner HELL, as the gates are wide open;

In the darkest hours of Hades,
THY sins would be forgotten long........

Don't pity on my dripped desires;
Here I am buried and lobotomized, is this what I dreamed of ?
Sucking my soul in my inner HELL;

A Secret paradise of lost SORROWS;
As I found killed in my own Heaven, mentally Numb.

Your laughs are my comfort; as thy shalt perish forever.

AMEN.
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Don't devour my sorrowfilled heart, In My PAIN, thy flesh flows in vain;

Screaming for salvation, and bound by chains of despair,
In my flames, thy Sign burns !

Orthodox feelings I have, so never seize my SORROW,
In my life's end, or ye nihility ?

Shadows that rot me, taking my blood, and ransacked by THY existence,
As the cross is left defiled......

Don't devour my Lucifer,
Don't devour my aeon,

Drink My chalice of countless TEARS,

In the darkness take my hand, and break the SAD fears;

On the eve of the Twilight ooze, like a crimson pale blight in disguise;

Bringing claws of masquerade, on the dawn of the shore, on the dawn of the haunted SIX.....Souls retreating by pain.

Bringing self-illusion in red wine, woodland turned asunder,
THY beauty in jaded form, bringeth breeds of new wonder;

Horned as THEE moonlit night, thy eyes mock upon thy light;

Hearken to the far beyond cries !.........

As the COUNTESS hissed the gliding sylphs; Bringing haunting inertia to the dead;

Glimpses shown beyond the horror, the countess swoons the silhouette,

Swinish drama in this love lit APHOTIC night !
As Sylvan draped in sapphire's blight;

On the eve of this unfurled maiden saga ! Overture of my Madness, and cryptic perfume ENDS..............

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Wraiths awaken from SLEEP, as Winters frozen,
A Moonlit in the cellar bottomless abyss, as Heaven's Angels running betide;

Worshipful be thine power.......

This putrid life searching for salvation;
A Moonlit in the cellar bottomless abyss, Oh Gehenna! I summon thee;

Charnel works in the run, but who shrank from spells ??

Hilted with thy slaying prowess, calling the Invective sighs of weak souls;

Oh ! Like an Omen Siren Song, so dark in the dark,
The COUNTESS rises !

Glades far away in frae light, as I worship thine power;

BLACK Goddess in ebon lust, Cabal of SYLPHS in the fiery night of Onyx,

Miffing off curses or blessings ??

Charnel works in the moonlit altar, who shrank from spells ??

Fearsome Mien in Carpathian hiss;

"I must invoke THEE, as to reign in puritanical bliss,
Soak me in ye pure wine, mine RUTH be thine";

"NAY, thine sins hath wroth,
Thou shalt never be kissed, but thine lead as sable".

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Wotcher ye Nightmare !!
Witch is coming, thus spake the night spirit;

HECATE! Open the paths to immortality, as never to cleanse the putrid path of sins.

Ah, Souls torn asunder by thy succubi;

She who bringeth the end to sanity, drained in self-mutilation and dark pain !

Gut the yawning sights of serenity;

Ruler of the pity souls left to surrender, (never to) bring the zenith;

Aeons of Madness, grandiose of curses !

Darkness my BRIDE, of much virulent lore,
As Wuthering scythe opened to lick, in this fey of despair and yore;

"Spawns a Mephisto in trauma".

Ruler of the pity souls left to surrender, (never to) ascend the zenith; Aeons of Madness, grandiose of curses !

Thus the Adonal spake !.....

""Let thee shine under the Moonlit sky,
far beyond the Hesperus, mote dusk asunder !

Wotcher ye souls and spirits.
Wreath of DUSK's beauty, as Tartarus fires the mist,
Acheron whispering, as she wept and the waves went high, Sith the dawn of time .....""

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Through all the past shallow years, wasted in repent. Will tomorrow bring miracles to my sinful soul , carved out ?

Just let me think for a moment, beneath this pure shadow of Thine, why did YOU betray me all my life in lonely nights, and illusioned lights ?

Through all the yester years, the aura of my own self lies bleeding;

Will tomorrow ever 'will' hide away from my ostracized shadow ? All ALONE forever bathed in morose breath;

Now feel my scythe;

Through all the pure treasures of this inner jaded emotion, will humankind ever open keys of their souls to this inner emotion ? Or let me 'caged in', forever in this never-ending curse ?;

Through these sullen domains of enigmatic wounds, I sleep endlessly. Will the stream of TEARS stop flowing for my soul to liberate ? My Spirit already cursed from above. Was it the unborn child's desire ?;

The garden of dark flowers withers away with the coming ! Left barren ;

Life's secrets never to be revealed. Fool for this litany I was. Never fading pictures now draw their FUNERAL of memories.

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Here I lay in this Dank cell, as My Fire Burns;
Flames of GRIEF burning within. Ripped and soaked in SORROW, as my only bride.

Now in this insane pain of self-deceit; What on earth did I live for ??

As I walk this path all ALONE in despair, this pain cometh with me, I FLY;

In this rising moonlit night I sleep; I know these eyes can NEVER feel, as my soul's too solemn in reverie.

So come My Friends, take my hand. Let us FLY away to a paradise, that's true and free; Free from Lust & 7 sins.

Time has come to shed thy blood. Our Souls will linger on to destiny; To BREAK the chains of 'earthly' filth and dirt.

The stars will shine our path to the palace of Gold;

Together we shall make Eternity, Climb mountains of serenity; Under the clear moonlit night sky, we shall BURN the lashes of lament;

And the Cosmic Heavens shall see us, Leaving behind these pits of sins;

Come My Friend, let us FADE away forever; as this soil never bringeth solace.

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I paint my passion of stroke each day; Each brush of TEARS soaked in, with Different colors of life that I saw.

Each Shade, a blend of SORROW & Emotions;

Remember my portrait of plight & self-deceit, As I shun my sadness to a flight of fancy;

I am fitting in this painting of Vices and Sins; Give me SEVEN chances, & I give thee more.

Oh Come !, let me tell you all about feelings. I'm not the same as before, as been tricked by powers.

Rained by TEARS, and storms of Madness inside me;

Mirror told me lies, with the mask of Faith betrayed.

Sorrow never came so easy, as I'm not the same........
Thee wanted forgiveness, sinning is what THY gave;
"Heavens won't hear your cries, hath another cross to carry....."

I'm not the same, so don't blame me for this bleeding reality; How beautiful would life be, to skip away to a paradise ?

I'm not the same, so don't judge my masquerade.

Oh Light, please be my BRIDE, as this loneliness never left....... I promise thee my soul forever.

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I just can't do anything in life, so I Pray that I die soon.

I have given enough trouble to Everyone. The past was my fault, and is the present, and so shall be the future. I rue the day I was born.

Never expected the future, to be so bleak and dead. I was born in sin, and I lived in sin, and I will die with sinful shame. Never thought that no one could never, ever feel these strings of grief within me.

Never to escape the sorrow, never to escape the pain. Countless TEARS flood this sea of loneliness inside me.

I'm filled with shameful sins and shattered dreams. I'm the weed, the root parasite of the mental pain to all and myself.

So, I curse myself now, to end this torn and worthless life. It’s better to fade away once, than to crawl in false hope daily. Life became a DEAD poem, with these morose verses to sing with.

This soul and body has had, enough of this regret and guilt. ” But worry not my Dear, I shall free you forever from this earthly bondage!"

I'm the commander of the future, so it shall fall at my feet. I command myself to thee, who is the keeper of my soul ! So it shall be, as its written in my blood. The future is here ! Come, embrace me forever.

All this ? An escape for being a coward ? No never, which I'm not.

So I command thee, come free this sinful body from the soul; FREE and far far away from this cruel world. Once solemn and forever gone, it shall be.

Now, never to live in a dream no more, but only to sleep forever and ever.

AMEN.

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As life withers,
As the breeze blows,
I tread the path all long dreaded by fear;

As the child cries in despair, broken down.
I cover emotions showing a fake halo of sympathy;

As the life's burden surrounds my inner self,
I despise the unseen shining path of fallen grace;

As the carved CROSS in my hand bleeds, I wander why this feeling? "Save THY self not, watch the haze go by. Heed the ancient vows !" {The Cross whispered}

As the circle of betrayed faith draws the scars,
you never expect me tomorrow shining;

NO never, ever.

As the stigma of illusioned sign signals, I cower in the sighs of past sacrifices.

Now silence forever;

I won't be a fool for this unseen prayer. YOU are the deceiver.

As the jaded storms entice the blind man, YOU pretend the helping hand is you, fooling this dying race ?

Anointed in fake sacred oils, as the sign summons this emptiness, I kneel at the fate and watch her torn asunder.

The fealty least seen forever and ever. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~