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I am not who you think I am. I am not the way I seem. I am not what you would expect. Go ahead and prejudge me, it doesn't matter. I am weak, and I am strong. I am light, and I am dark. I am beautiful, and I am grotesque. I am warm, and I am cold. I am caring, and I am careless. I am everything, and I am nothing. I am a constant, yet I am also a paradox, and this is how it must be. I am what I make, and I will never throw that away. I'm a philosopher, poet, and musician. I cannot escape this. I play all instruments, but I specialize in guitar. I'm always looking for new musical projects, message me if you need a guitarest. I find innocence more attractive than any women you could ever point out on the street. I find nature compelling, and the stars my only guide. I find the female body to be gorgeous in more than a sexual way. I need music to survive, I feel that certain atmospheres bring out a lot that people don't see in me. I love female sopranists. Perhaps it is because I cannot have these things, that I find them so beautiful. I'm a hopeless romantic, and slightly nihilistic. I am a Lycanthrope (Or Therianthrope if you will) in a spiritual sense as I feel that who I am and my inner essence can be a likened to the Wolf. I use the term Lycanthrope in a loose context, I don't mean literal shape shifting, but rather the innermost being of each of us. I believe that we all have an inner animal. Sounds typical and clich?, but I can't really explain it any other way. I walk on a darker path than most. I find darkness appealing and I learn from it. I am a growing Daemon. I value knowledge and I look for the things that go without knowing, find whats written between the lines and out of context. I look deeper and deeper within the things that surround me, and I learn from them. Everything runs out, and returns to nothing in the end. What is, is not. What lives, has no life. We are everything, and yet, we are nothing. I do not trust the past, or the future. Time is important, it is the drive by which all things are remembered and/or forgotten. Emotion should not be wasted on such a natural (or unnatural, depending on personal preference) process. Nostalgia. I watch my reflection as often as I can. My mind can be too esoteric for even myself sometimes. People change over time, life goes on. I'm no exception. I may not be your leader, but I am forever my own. I sometimes do not believe that we exist, but I don't deny the possibility that we do either. I am just a shadow, a shade of Grey hidden in the back of our minds. People do not see me, nor do they hear me when I speak. I can enter and leave a place without being noticed or spoken to. I pay attention to those who need it, and I often disregard myself. I can be quite self destructive, and I value that. I never surrender, even though at times it feels like I'm a descendant of Sisyphus. My life is just a drop on the ocean of infinity, and I realize that I may not be a huge impact on the world, but life is just perception anyway. In that sense, the world will change for me, as I will it. I influence those around me, and though I may not change the world, maybe one day they will. I've changed a lot in the past years, but if anything, I believe it was for the better. I'm happy with who I am, and very much so. I'm sensitive to the things around me, and it may have been different a while ago, but I never let anything get to me too much anymore, even though a lot of the things that I have swirling around in my head can be quite burdensome. Philosophy means a great deal to me. I spend a lot of my time thinking about existence and life, the universe, the microcosms, macrocosms, and everything in between. I think a lot of my music and poetry reflect that. I believe that philosophy is something sacred and every person should come unto their own beliefs, which is why I strongly disapprove of churches and mass organized religion. You could call me a Satanist, though I still believe in many other things and principles. I believe in the concept and the idea of Satanism, however being human, I do disagree with some things. I am not a religious Satanist in any aspect. I am not a Reverse Judeo-Christian Satanist, and I do not believe in any concept of higher God or Devil. I feel that religion is one of the most lethal poisons man has even concocted and I want nothing to do with Judeo-Christianity or anything related to it. If it works for you, then great, but keep it to yourself because I (and countless others) do not care to hear. Personally, I feel everyone should know that religion is something that should be kept to oneself. My beliefs are mine, and you don't have to believe what I say or even listen. You have that choice. Religion is a product of fear, a large reason for war, and really was conceived as a method of control over those who are weak enough to be restrained by such a notion. I believe that religion is the only thing that needs to be censored. It should be made clear that everyone believes in what they choose to believe, and it is just that, a belief. People need to acknowledge and accept that other people can choose to believe what they want, especially when they choose to discuss such matters. I like to call my own beliefs Cosmic Philosophy, based on the universe and nature as well as the inner self acknowledging the constant change in everything. I do not deny the possibility that there is a strong extraterrestrial presence in this life. Also a personal interest of mine. No, I don't watch television much. I'd rather write or further knowledge myself, than waste my time watching television and be lied to by the media, if anything I'll watch something Humorous, or something that bends perception and makes me think of things from a different angle. I like Classical, Jazz, and good old Rock and Roll. To name a few of my musical influences I'd go with, Ulver, Beherit, Pink Floyd, Burzum, John Lennon, The Black League, Depeche Mode, Thorns, The Doors, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Dark Tranquillity, AC/DC, Rory Gallagher, and Of course Jimi Hendrix. Again, to name just a few, as I could go on forever. I can be a very nice guy, and I can also be a prick sometimes. I'm usually straight up, and I don't like run around. I find this a good thing. Most of the time I'm laid back and I'm very nice to talk to. I'm caring, but I'm also indifferent. I like to help people that need the help, and in the same light, I would not hesitate to crush one who deserves to be crushed. The age listed here isn't my real age, but it has a certain significance to me. You'd be surprised. Help me out and spread the word about this project. My first band, though it is about to be created sooner or later, Panacea. How can you possibly criticize me for any conflict that comes to you? I watch every day what you are doing as a society. While you sit by and watch your Constitution being torn away from you, you willfully eat poisoned food, buy manufactured products no one needs and turn an uncaring eye away from millions of people suffering and dying all around you. Is this the "Universal Law" you subscribe to? Perhaps I should let you all in on a little secret. No one likes you in the future. This time period is looked at as being full of lazy, self-centered, civically ignorant sheep. Perhaps you should be less concerned about me and more concerned about that. Soft white lillies, sailing gently on the breeze. Soft white lillies, forever to be free... I try to see all the colours of the world, but just as i get close to, i realize my soul will always remain black and white.
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