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>My name full name is Shawnda Christina Anderson. But I prefer Shawnda Christine I'm still young and I live in Illinois. I'm more than the typical girl. You can guarantee that you won't ever find another like me. I'm the one and only Miss Adore. Oh and did I mention that I’m a model. I’m telling you right now modeling is my life. ha-ha but anyways.. I want to be the girl that changes everything for you. I don't want to be 'that girl', i want to be 'the girl.' I 'm not perfect. I have flaws and I'm full of insecurities. It seems like i can never be good enough for anyone. I'm not going to change my entire self for your acceptance. You either like me or you don't. I like compliments, so compliment me :) I'm always the first person to apologize even when it wasn't my fault. I can be too kindhearted for my own good. There’s a 99.9% chance that i care about you, more than i care about myself. My heart has been broken into so many pieces and I know it can't handle much more. I'm always to considerate of people. I don't share my problems with the people that i know won't care. I accept people way to easily, i find it easy to point out the things you have in common, than in their flaws. I've gone through so much, being so young. Take a good look at the world we live in and can you honestly tell me that there is good in it? I'm still waiting for that one person to prove to me wrong. I must say my mind is more mature than my age, yet i can be childish if i want to be. I'm not good at fighting with people, physically or mentally. Even if I'm not everything you want, there is a part of me worth knowing. Don't just throw me away, like yesterday's news. I can change your life and i have for a few. Don't be bashful towards me because it will get you no where. I'm nice and don't doubt that. I will only be cruel if you are to me. If you want to know anything about me just ask. I will always comment/message you back.

oh yeah, and i would really appreciate it if you wouldn't steal the shit on my page, or revise it somehow. this stuff comes from my heart and if you're not smart enough to think of your own about me's then you should go elsewhere. thanks much.

In these past weeks, I have grown up a lot. I have been thinking harder and deeper about everything. About the world around us, about others, about my life, etc. I have realized my mistakes, my flaws, and my losses. I apologize to anyone i have ever hurt in the past. Just know that I am different now. I'm growing into a much better being.I'll be waiting for that day that you will see the transformation i have made.

OH and don’t try to get with me because I gave my heart to someone special. I found myself to be in love with him. and you no I never new what love was until I found him. He means the world to me and if I lost him I don’t know what I would do with myself ,. To be honest the first thought that comes to my head when I wake up in the morning or before I go to bed is him.i think about him every second of the day. I never new how love can make you feel until now and as life goes one my love for him grows stronger and stronger everyday. i always find something new about him that i love.he is my other half!I love him with more than anything on this earth. I cant explane my love for him. Because if i even tryed... my words word would come out blank.The only thing i can tell you is that i love him!♥

take a good look at me and who i have become...what do you think? what do you see? am i a friend or a foe? am i just a beautiful face? a disgrace? a disappointment? a liar? i see myself as a bad person...but a bad person on the right track. I’m getting better by changing my ways...or at least I’m trying too. I want to gain your trust. i want to be your shoulder to cry on. i want to be the person you can share your secrets with. i want to be the person you can come to for advice. i want to be a better being..
if you want to get to know me a little better, add my msn. shawndaa_93@hotmail.com
see ya ♥

my best friends are:

♥ Danielle

♥ Whitney

♥ Tony/Justin

♥ Donnie