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Not much happening here, I think I was trying to recover from working and I slept my one day off away. Lovely. You are doing way better then me if you got the decorations up already. I have no idea when I am getting the tree up. I'm glad you got the recipe, let me know if you like it. I would say what you are looking for is pretty simple and not outrageous to expect in a relationship...I just wonder why it's so hard to find that? I don't want to sound pessimistic (cause I know I can really come off that way) but I have sort of...given up on love. It's weird and complicated and someday I may expound on what the heck I am talking about. If I don't send any more messages before the next holiday..have a nice one! Jen.

Aww lol thanks, it's the thought that counts probably. I just busted out my Christmas playlist and made a bunch of changes and additions to it the other day. I love Christmas time too lol :)

o cool some of my family likes those too...wat other books do u like?

nm i had somebody do my house for me i use my hotness lol

Aww lol thanks. I am starting to feel better lol. The flu sucks! But it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas and that has me in better spirits now :)

I will email you that pie recipe. I hope you like it, it's very easy to make. As far as love, marriage and people in general...well I just think it's hard work. I don't understand why love can't be easy (not to be taken the wrong way) I mean...what do I mean? I mean...love (or lust) or having certain "feelings" about others is natural...it's a natural thing..so I just don't understand why it can't be easier for us to love....I guess I want some kind of fairytale...although in fairy tales...there is a lot of danger and death...okay so NOT a fairy tale. I dunno. More ramblings from me later. P.S. as far as the chicky that cut you lose, well I'm sorry she broke your heart. I know how it feels, hence the whole "I don't understand" monologue I rambled on about above. Catch ya later and I will try and send that recipe soon, Jen.

np what up with u

k lol...did u read it?

mmm nope lol im bout half way through still [well less than half]...i think i might read some more later tonight =]

hay u sound like my type of guy