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POEMZ are the only way i can explain myself...

DEATH BED:

laying on this bed,she felt a tear fall.
did he realy give her his all?
broken into a thousand partz,
he doesnt know hez broken her heart...

she beieved him when he offered it,
now becuase of him,she feelz nothing but SHIT.
loving him,she doesnt reget 1 bit...

Laying on the bed,she popz off the lid.
she swallowz them all,not realizing wat she did.
Black velvet wer her sheetz on the bed,
her eyes feeling 2 heavy 4 her head...

her breathing goez slow,
itz bout 2 stop,felling like 1 of them,
she scream out,ID RATHER ROT!!
NOT caring bout the lil one inside,
i know he WONT care if i DIED...

proving him wrong,i rite a letter,
saying 2 him,life cant get any better.
but to her,felt like she was all ready dead,
sorry,iz wut wuz engraved on her head...

laying there,she bleedz.
laying there,her life it conceedz.
my life is meanless,it does seem
now itz over,n' i can see...itz all a dream!!!!

SCARED TO DEATH:

He beats me when your not there,
Rips and tears my face & hair.
I scream n’ try 2 run,
But he followz thinking itz fun…
I make it out the door,
As he trips on the carpet floor.
4 now, I only wish 2 burn up on the sun,
Hoping its fun, I’d be the only 1…
I run over 2 a tree,
Hoping 2 be free.
I jump onto the roof,
Were I found you…?
Staring @ the moon,
You took me in2 your arms,
As he runs by,
I start 2 cry…
You ask…why?
& I say, I know you wont alwayz be there 2 protect me
Why WONT HE LET US JUST BE???...
Then you star 2 say ”run away with me”
Then said ”he cant hurt you that way,
I know a place we can stay, @least until he goes away, and its like not to far a way”
BABE…LETS JUST GET AWAY, @least 4 the day…

LIFE!!!

You live 4 me,i live 4 you...
but your the only 1 of the few,
i live 4 love NOT pain.
knowing quickly,your the reason my life WILL end...
HEART...BEATING STEADY...

By: Etrea S. Partridge

love...
im ganna drop a tear in the ocean,
the day somebody finds it,
is the day ill STOP loving YOU!!!!!

The hardest thing 2 do is watch somebody you love,
love sum1 else....

bleeding dropz of red,
were on the floor you have fallen...
COLD & DEAD....

YOUR LIES...
funny when thingz never change,
even when you say they will.
but while your off screwing her,
mylife is standing still...

you tell me that you love me,
when i go 2 leave.
you tell me that I'M your only 1!,
And i let myself believe...

i know that ur using me,
but ill never let go
i know that you dont love me,
i know im just 4 show...

i dont know if i can stand,
2 see u love another gurl.
you know that you broke my heart
you know that ur my world...

But while ur standing by my side,
ill believe ur lies 4ever.
cause everything seems so perfect,
when were 2gether...

Ill be with you 4ever...

there is a feeling i get,
when i look into ur eyes.
an amazing feeling of love
because the heart can tell no lies...

I know that in my armz,
is were you feel sucure.
our love will never end,
nothing does thats pure...

i know that i can trust you
with my <3 and so much more.