Melanie Munchykin I'm Online

Well dearies, I don't go on here much, but I go on enough to talk to you people. Add my myspace which I have the link up for and if you want my facebook add that as well, ask for the link, but I don't accept all people so maybe you're lucky, just ask for a ticket and we'll see who wins.

I can't say I fully live in Pennsylvania, so don't count on that, I just live here enough to call it my residence but it's nothing complete, I go to Canada, Illinois, Washington State, etc... Umm if you'd like to talk, feel free to, I don't mind I like to meet new people. :D

R.I.P. Great Uncle, you died 5 months after Great Uncle Paul. I am in tears writing this, you died the 16th. Then my mum got up and was told she had a message on the 8th, and then the 11th I was told I had a heart murmur. And you know what that was a clue, your heart stopped then you fell in the lake, and your sister (my grandmother) doesn't have a clue. Fuck and my dad is a real fucking prick, you little fucking asshole, I'm gonna fucking get your ass one day, I'm quiet now, and just watch, you little PRICK I'll fucking get your ass. You have no clue...because I hide my emotions, he thinks he knows me, and I'm the hardest person to find my feelings, my intentions aren't known, just watch, I'll get you, and make sure you're soooo fucking gotten, and no I won't kill you, cause I'll make sure it's legal. You have no clue about me, but the day I get you, will be the day. You have absolutley NO control over me, and you WON'T EVER! D::[ I hate it, no television, and then if I leave the computer for a second he takes it and starts doing his stupid stuff, and knocks me off my homework sites page thing. Errrrr, and my mom isn't home yet, and I miss her, and I'm probably gonna get myself sick with this stress. x[

By next year, you're probably gonna be seeing a drastic change in me, I'm gonna start doing my own style, not wearing the clothes my mum puts in my dresser, and not the make up that's blushed up. xP

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That's the link, you have to see, It was unexpected, before I had my hopes high, but this time I didn't even know he would comment me! :D

Today was a major fail, except for my tests being easy. I was stuck out in the cold for a while because of my mom's meeting, it wasn't that bad though, Thanks God! My dad got up and he was being so negative on me, he's like are you gonna ne sleeping in the tests and shit, and I was so fucking pissed. He's so selfish, and jealous. I have this belief where people can have bad eyes on other people, and all I think is shit maybe that's why he has such a failing time, people have bad intentions(eyes) on him, he gets so jealous and most likely has bad intentions on me, but one thing, I met this kid named Zack, from lansdowne, he's such a cutie, he lives near me lol, the only kid though. Everybody else is from West Philly. xP I feel like such a misfit when they stare, I'm the only kid like me in there. :[ I FAIL AT EVERYTHING!

Listen up, every thanksgiving there are over millions of turkeys killed every single year, and you know what it's not right or fair, cause they're not here for that they're here for happiness of us, now honestly, my dad wants to go to a local place where we can choose a turkey and kill it, I don't wanna! It's not fucken fair, how many of you guys think this, I need kudos and comment please help!

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between the that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If u post this on someones page in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RIP: Sal Pacella(My Math Teacher Died Tuesday October 28th, 2008, And I Can't Attend His Funeral Which Is 6 Hours Away About....I Wanna Die)!

I completely agree with this.... :(

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends, you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs, but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy, but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta, but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? are you laughing? Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more baloney from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking or smoking, but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. IT'S SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, and goths the retards, but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS? KEEP ON LAUGHING! isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her life? BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING. BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND. BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES. ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT. ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS. BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE, ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS. KEEP ON LAUGHING. if you agree put this in ur blog. i read this and started crying. I've been that kid who is laughed at because of her music..clothes..friends..thoughts..words..feelings.. no one should do this.. stop it..if you see it.
I'm Melanie! I'm 14! Can't Talk Till Wensday! Sorry Hun's! Going Back To Pennsylvania, It's Like 3:01 Right Now In The Morning, 09-30-08 Tuesday!

ok sorry I haven't been on for a while and so I thought I'd post a blog of everything I gotta say let's start my anti virus expired so I gotta wait for one, and ummmm oh my wishlist

studded emo belt
skinny jeans
converse's
a new hair straightner
two boston terrier puppies
a new thing of eye liner, cause I should be finished by then
chocolate chip cookies
a baby brother, or maybe twins brother and sister
another bottle of black nail polish
to lose like 10 pounds
to gain a new reputation
new roller skates, ones that hopefully fit
a skateboard
to hopefully get a signature return from tony hawk
to get more rubber bracelets
to bribe my mom into letting me put some blue streaks
a second ear piercing
to get snakebites
to get black studs as earings instead of silver surounding the black onyx
to get photoshop
to finally meet my emo/gay hater friend again
to have my grandmother like me again
to have my cousin cedricka found
hope to have my mom let me have my phases
to get a video camera
to get a new digital camera
to get a few new and fitting shirts from hot topic
to meet someone new and not old people
and more coming soon

comment this if you think I forgot something or something <3333

My MAth Teacher Died Tuesday, And I Really Miss Him, I Can't See His Funeral, I'm crying like crazy, and I don't know who's birth happened maybe it's cause philly's won! idk but the birth thing is a canadian thing where we say when there's a birth there's a death or when there's a death there's a birth! :(

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well last night like I said I might sleep on the couch I did and when my mom found me my head was in my Language arts book... and so she took it all of the couch and layed me down or this morning I would've had a rounded back... XD and so now I'm up and I got up at 8 but no one else I think is up so YAY I'm gonna finish off the rest of my hw and I'm on so if you wanna talk it's cool, I'm bored anyways okays Au Revoir! =]