emosqueaker I'm Online

My family and friends keep me together. Without them I'd be lost. Animals are my Passion. I'm a Band Geek, I play the Flute. I believe I have a future in life and a good one at that. People may say I'm nothing and never will be. Well guess what I'm going to prove you wrong. My past and today hasn't been great. The reason today isn't so great is because of my past. I reflect on what happened back then on what happens today. My life has been dark, now its dim, my future will be bright. I have trust issuses. I hate cheaters and liars. Music is my drug. I need it or I'd never survive. I tend to bottle everything up inside. Eventually I explode. There is very few people I can really open up to. Probably two. They're like sisters to me. They're the only ones that have been with me from the start of our friendship. They've never backed away from me. Also we've never been a fight. And I'm very grateful to have them in my life. They know my whole life story. And I trust them with every part of it. I have other friends and most of them I've been with for awhile. We've drifted apart somewhat tho. It's sad too, but I can't help it. I've tried staying close to them, but obviously they don't want to be. And I've lost some friendships completely. I love to be random. It's the best thing in the world. I'm very ticklish =D I have thirteen cats, two dogs, and nine goats(actually only three are mine.) I'm shy and quiet at first, but after I get to know you I'm not. And I believe PEACE in the world would be grand. Only if there was more that thought the same.