too brutal I'm Online

Hello, my name is rafal, or "r" (I don't think rafal is that long of a name to abriviate it so furiously), that's wat some people call me. I never really had any friends with the same tastes as me, in clothin or music, so I was usually by myself all the time cuz a emo kid in a group of metal heads is kinda wierd, and not to mention I can't listen to disturbed over and over again cuz ill rip my face off. I enjoy european hardcore, even harder to find people who like that. I listened to metallica since I can remeber beacuse my dad liked them. And for that I was made fun for by all the "rap" fans. That's basically the same story till I got junior high. I been alone since I was a kid cuz my parents worked late. Then I moved to queens and now live in a closed minded neighborhood where I'm stared at by stupid fucken guidos cuz I'm wearing tight pants.

My aol screenname is "plastictelescope". If anyone wants to talk, I doubt that but I guess stranger things have happened. Well not really but still :p