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Oct 5, 2007

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You can me Ray Ray
18 and back in this world.

Im sorry my followers, but i was living screwed up, highly confusing, lonesome life, but im here a changed human being here to say, SCREW YOU!!

I lived my life as a pussy whipped child, with no real friends and no family that cared but all that changed. Finding my reason to live in this world and the next was a strange road to take. Left alone in this world with a backpack on my back and no food for days. I was thinking about everything that i thought i had so close to my heart, which was next to nothing and in turn got nothing. So the thought of leaving this world and never coming back, glazed over my eyes like a christmas tree, the lights are on but no one is home. i found the nearest edge to a long fall and stood there. Standing there, with no to care about me, nothing to care about, and no life to live so i fall. As the ground got closer in my descent to ground zero, all the things i felt that loved me had faded way. Thinking that there wasn't no one to save me from this nightmare, sure enough i was saved. My guardian, my saint, my wife, my lover, my friend. I found that wherever darkness laid dormant, light always prevailed.

Sure enough this is was all dream, and the changed perception of the real thing but it don't matter how a story was ever told however what does matter in a story is the plot behind. I'm sure you going to read this and think that i'm a loser and still lost to everyone in this world. And, surely, i haven't found everything i always wanted, but who does? I was awoken, as a new being, by the sound of a alarm clock, drenched in sweat and the fear of tomorrow. Now, read this and think about your life. Is your life saving for everyone in this world? Cause if you think that you aren't or have been told that you aren't, you or that person, is so wrong. Wake up, grow a pair, and live a happy life while you still have it.

Sincerly,
Smashstick

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suzii1 said:

lol, i don't have myspace..

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suzii1 said:

whats yerrrrr url?

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suzii1 said:

yes (:

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Hey :D Hahah. what's up? ^_^

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squidrox said:

lol well dont feel bad i dont have my lisence either ^_^

Anna <3

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suzii1 said:

Reasons I'm not too prouud of. :[[ oooh... PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO TRUE!! 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for u. 2. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate u is because they want to be just like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about u before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8 .You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: You most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them: you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love u. something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Whoever breaks this chain letter? Will be cursed with 10 Relationship problems for the Next ten years tag your it! This is so scary send this to 15 people in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters! It so scary because it works! NO SEND BACKS! If you have less than 15 friends its ok

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suzii1 said:

Ahahaha, Thanks, and i'm not in berlinnnnn anymoreee i miss it :[ im in los angeles.

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Taco?...

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