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18 and back in this world.
Im sorry my followers, but i was living screwed up, highly confusing, lonesome life, but im here a changed human being here to say, SCREW YOU!!
I lived my life as a pussy whipped child, with no real friends and no family that cared but all that changed. Finding my reason to live in this world and the next was a strange road to take. Left alone in this world with a backpack on my back and no food for days. I was thinking about everything that i thought i had so close to my heart, which was next to nothing and in turn got nothing. So the thought of leaving this world and never coming back, glazed over my eyes like a christmas tree, the lights are on but no one is home. i found the nearest edge to a long fall and stood there. Standing there, with no to care about me, nothing to care about, and no life to live so i fall. As the ground got closer in my descent to ground zero, all the things i felt that loved me had faded way. Thinking that there wasn't no one to save me from this nightmare, sure enough i was saved. My guardian, my saint, my wife, my lover, my friend. I found that wherever darkness laid dormant, light always prevailed.
Sure enough this is was all dream, and the changed perception of the real thing but it don't matter how a story was ever told however what does matter in a story is the plot behind. I'm sure you going to read this and think that i'm a loser and still lost to everyone in this world. And, surely, i haven't found everything i always wanted, but who does? I was awoken, as a new being, by the sound of a alarm clock, drenched in sweat and the fear of tomorrow. Now, read this and think about your life. Is your life saving for everyone in this world? Cause if you think that you aren't or have been told that you aren't, you or that person, is so wrong. Wake up, grow a pair, and live a happy life while you still have it.
Sincerly,
Smashstick
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suzii1 said:
lol, i don't have myspace..
Happy Holidays everyone <3
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