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My name is Brittney. Although, I'm referred to as many different names. Call me whatever you like; I don't mind. I'm extremely mellow and laid-back. But, yet, when I'm just with my friends or people I feel comfortable around I'll completely break loose like I've gone fuckin' crazy as if I was never afraid to be myself. I'm as sarcastic as they get. I'm told I'm passive aggressive. I have extreme trust issues. I rarely let anyone come close to me anymore. I fucking LOVE music. It's my escape. It's my link to memories. It's almost like a sense of smell for me, ohhh how they remind me of certain moments. I'll blast the same song over and over, just laying on my floor. Thinking. Remembering. I like listening to music that has meaning. I hate rap and all that junk. I think it's the most useless thing ever created. I love TMNT, I really do. HK's a slut, I like her. I have an extremely addictive personality. Normally I can vent it toward something else but sometimes I can even get addicted to people to where if I go long periods without hanging out or chilling with anyone, I'll feel physically sick, and my mind will be so thwarted and screwed up I can't concentrate. I'm very conceited. Narcissistic. Vain. Whatever. I have low self-esteem. I'm very opinionated. I'm a creature of habit. I hate lying and try to keep from it as much as possible. I occasionally have a stuttering issue, or at least some form of speech problem where my sentences are messed up grammatically. I've had rumors spread about me. Sometimes I can get bored and distracted real easily. I hate people who feel like they have to take advantage of people's insecurities to make themselves feel better. Talk is cheap. I'm a firm believer that actions speak louder than words. I'm afraid I won't suceed in a career. Regret has to be the worst emotion in the world. There will be time periods in my life where I'll regret something so horribly that I'll feel like I'm on the verge of vomiting for weeks. It's so overly consuming and disheartening, I hate it so much. Sometimes I wonder how I truly come off to people. I love doing stuff that gives me a rush of adreniline. I like my family, most of the time. My mother hasn't given up on me, and I love her for that. I hate crying. It makes me feel so vaunrable and weak..I can't stand it. I love being outside and nature; oddly. I adore art; It's how I express myself sometimes. I also like some kinds of poetry; it's cool. Although, out of all this I like having deep conversations. I don't bite, hard, so I guess if you want to talk sometime. Go for it.