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I'm Influential type, there's a certain swager a certain feelin ya'get from being around me like it's Greatness. Nahisayin like Comin from where Im from we had nothing but made something. Knowing as a shorty, I was always told That if I ain't gon' be part of the greatest I gotta be the greatest myself( Ya dig)I meanAye' I aint never claim to be hard, tough, no homo,punk, gangsta, pimp none of the above Just a kid from JohnsonCity tryin to make his way in the world, ya heard? I live for today and hope and pray that there's a tomorrow Ya get(whatmsayin) Chea' I kinda feel like Every hood, Everybody got a Lil Boy Fresh around them somewhere Whether it's right next door, across the hall Up the block, down the block, around the corner I mean Its REAL TALK! so(fuckwitme)Well atleast most of the time I do talk about some bull shit ya know.... I mean,I gotta get my thought's tagether. I be thinkin alot man.I mean ya know I wake up in the moring an I be hearin this voice, like yo' You that nigga man, I dont know why you aint up there with the rest of these niggas, what's up? huh I just smerk and I reply like it takes a little bit longer ta get something that's so far ahead(Ya dig) Cause this aint where im suppose ta be, I mean i aint where suppose ta be, things are just moven slow for me, but this my year I swear(Ya know) Fo sho im that nigga, ya know im that nigga,express POWER.............. But See My Son is my Greatest inspiration he inspires in me two sentiments; tenderness for what he is, and respect for what he may become it's that easy. He been tellin me he loves he's DADDY!.Yup!,he kinda juice'n me up.An so umm I try to be the best father(Ya See).Cause he's a good kid, got morals got respect, cute! too. I mean he deserves atleast that much from me.(right) Either I'm smarter cause of my son or I'm just too dense And uhh it's like every time I take a look at em' He grownin like I'm grownin,nahimean I gotta lead by example.I was taught early, If you can be a man about yours then you can keep handlin yours,Ya dig So I did ,always have and always will.I mean, I can't hangout with chick's with alterior motives O.K I just Can't see past the girls greed to call her wifey.Either the next time ya thinking heist better be precise Yeah yeah I know. You could say that's why I'm twenty plus years old, one son no daughters.Could'nt place my life in hands of fake promoters.I mean Im not rich, in the least little bit. Nor I'ma flashy in any since. No show off. No expensive jewls, no fancy car’s. I believe Wealth is of the heart and mind not of the pocket.That's how I was taught. Stay humble, I just know any type of succes breeds envy.I mean Im young and lucky not a fuckin Rap star. In any case,any shape, way or form. I'd rather be well enuff on my own without any trouble. But i mean Ya know some people is really out there Bad, know what Im sayin some people's is forced in postions where they gotta do things wheather they dont wanna do it nahimean some people forced to sell dope, forced to pimp ya know But'cha got some people out there that just lazy they aint forced to do nothin they got other options they jus' choose not ta do 'em
Ya know dont get me wrong some people aint got no options they surrounded in their environment and the way that society works on things actually forces and directs them nahisayn to the point to where they dont have options so they gotta go out there an carry guns, they carry guns to protect the dope and the dope make the money. I mean So when you hear someone like me say: I do what I do jus' to get by tryin to make it then that's jus'it(ya dig)And umm Im' grown. I learned to seperated the boys from men. Im not 13, don't dress like it, don't act like it. And I mean im not into the world ya know, It's nothing to me. I worry about myself and the people that are important to me. But,aye! Fuck'it I tell it' like it T.I.iz. And hope that you muthafuckas understand. And that's just my point right there,that's what I'm always tryin to stress, nahm'talkin'bout? If you don't understand me, if you don't feel me then you ain't real, in my eyes And that's all that count to me, you know? Ya see there Aint no big shots in reality(Ya' hear me) we all in the same boat (Ya dig) dealing with the same issues same problems same stuff don’t even buy into it. That's just what it is, if you don't like it then fuck you and your shit, man straight up That's how I was taught, that's how I was brought up that's how I'ma go down, forreal I Swear to everything when I leave this earth It's gon' be on both feet, never knees in the dirt But Yeah, yeah,Aye! What the fuck I gotta worry about now? You think after weatherin' the storm and comin' from the extremes I came from You think I'ma com all the way and get scared? Ahah! Nah . I'ma motherfuckin' WIN!!! if all this shit go's out the window right now man I'm all too familiar with this shit I'm straight ya dig? Please believe that shit man.I was built for this other wise I would'nt be here So Sphh I've been in all types of situations where I had to cope with , nahmsayin? Im no stranger(Ya dig) I feel the only thing I ain't done yet is die, ya know? But it ain't how I live while I'm here, it's how I live when I leave, ya dig? I have no regrets just mistakes made on this road. I meanI still ain't forgave myself because for what I am today I made myself from runnin to the grave getting closer to death and for who ever wondered how I felt Damn... I still ain't forgave myself,But that chapter is over. Im just trying to stay above water Feel me? I mean I speak for the Gs, the hustlers They understand me, nahmsayin? Shit Lock into this time and lock out (always) I mean ain't nothing promised ta nigga'z like us You know? An I'been telling these dudes like I tell my woman (look) Aye! Watch me, like you watch T.V(Ya dig) Cause, Ya see we all see the same shit, Just through different eyes You surprised? Don't be man It's just real shit God will never put you in a situation that you can't handle But you can definitley put ya self in a siyuation you can't handle And some situations end in death And death is a mothafucka ya dig And um, I say that to say this, alotta people don't appreciate life til their gone I mean, alotta situations can be avoided, you just gotta avoid it ya dig jus don't be one of them people I'm talkin bout, ya know....