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im a very complex individual who has dreams i cant reach and a heart i cant hold on to. i try to hard to fix things that arent broken and figure things out that have no meaning. im me. im the kind of person who would laugh histarically at something politically incorrect because i feel like it and not care about the consequences of tomorrow. i wear too much make up and i wear all the wrong clothes because i think im cool. im the girl that falls in love with ALL the wrong people and knows it the entire time. i wear my heart on my sleeve and am proud of things you shouldnt be proud of. im the kind of person who would give everything i had to someone no matter how they treated me as long as i know that i can somewhat 'improve' someones life. im the kind of girl that loves her family and friends very much and would do anything for them, even if it means that i loose myself in the process. im the kind of girl that would sit at home in her room and listen to music all day if she had the choice. i pretend that i know what im doing to make people want to spend time with me because i always feel alone. im the type of person that would change to please any and everybody. i like to eat frozen gummybears and smores poptarts. im the kinda person who spends my time writing poetry that would even depress Edgar Allen Poe. and draw things that picasso would think is horrid. im a very boring person, i try to please everyone but some peoples needs i just cant suit. i try too hard and i care very little. im very optimistic, yet im completely pessimestic. my music's too loud and my singing sucks. im too outgoing yet too shy. i could be your worst nightmare, or your best friend. im the kinda person who hates attention, but loves people. im moody, selfish, and self centered, although im scared to admit it. im the kinda person who would take a bullet for ne body, even a stranger because i think there life is more valuable than mine. im the kinda girl that thinks im just a speck of dirt that no one should care about. im the type of person that would get in trouble for not speaking my opinion about something when i know i should. im the quiet girl that sits in the corner that wishes she fit in. im the girl that finally FINALLY found someone thats worth my time. im the girl that trys to think for herself, but gets no where fast. im Maria. its nice to meet you.