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. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

You are my world.
I love you. ♥

Sometimes I just want you to come marry me. ^_^

13 weeks 6 days ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

I know you don't have a computer right now and you wont see this for a long time but I just want you to know that I'll love you forever.

I'll always be there to help you.
Whether it's buying Subway for your ass or cuddling up to you for both our satisfaction.

Things can always get better.
I wont give up on you or on us.

I'm too in love with you to do that.

18 weeks 3 days ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

Then just love me forever and a day.

20 weeks 3 days ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

I want you to know:

I absolutely, positively...
Love you. <3

But only because you can cook. :]

23 weeks 13 hours ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

Yeah well the job was all about the book keeping which I have no skill in so it didn't matter. The web page design was a minor thing. I'm a girl so maybe that's why he helped me, she does run a flower shop so...

I don't know what to say.
It's really hard for me to grasp what I should do.
I can't help you and you're being so harsh I just fear a lot of things.
But, I can't leave.
So, I'll be here if you need me.
I can't do much but I've always at least tried.

Don't make yourself suffer more than you already have.
You really don't deserve it.

29 weeks 15 hours ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

You know, through all the anger, all the arguements, suspicions, jealousy, depression, frustration, and accusations... it all really just boils down to one thing.
And no matter how much I apologize or want them to go away, they'll always be somewhere deep inside of me. Sadly, you already know that.
I'll try harder to supress them because you deserve better than my repeated accusations.

It really boils down to the fact that I just want to fucking be with you... all the time.
It's been three days... but it already feels like so much longer.
I miss you the moment you leave my sights, Nickolas.

I'll try to do better for you.
It's hard to believe I got with such a god. :]

I have never doubted the love I feel for you in my heart.
It'll be there, always. ♥

30 weeks 2 days ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

Nick - I Love You.
From the very bottom of this broken heart.
Don't you ever forget that.

It's probably one of the very few things I can say with 100% confidence.

30 weeks 6 days ago

. sιcк . sεяεиιτy . said:

I do understand you.
And I would love for you to still call me yours and to have you still be mine. This IS only an obstacle, therefore I shall start counting the days until I can lay beside you again, only this time with ease and comfort.
In any of our days apart you can stalk me and you can haunt my shadow, because I will long to see your face in the crowds, and I will want to do the same for you... If only I was able to.
I am yours forever, and if not all of me then at least part of me will always... always belong to you, my love. But I will wait, for I have no other choice.
But most importantly, I will wait... for I long to be with only you.
I'm suffocated by the thoughts of not being with you, and every kiss has been a stab at my heart.
I'm breathtaken and heartbroken.

I put my faith in you, Nickolas. ♥

31 weeks 5 days ago