SORROW
by xxKookiiexx on June 20, 2008
idk.....how i feel r rite now bt im feelin sort of depressed with a bit of sorrow rite now nd i dnt kno y!?!??....iz dat sooo weird!!!????.....im always smiling or put on a happy face or makin othas feel betta cuz im generally lyk i even got a nickname from one of my bestie itz Jolly Rancher bcuz of that. dat bt no one knos meh really wat i really go through everyday makin pplz tink dat im ok nd nothin rong wit me itz hard cuz datz how i really im....sum times even though im wit lots of pplz i cant believe i feel loney....... wen u c meh itz really iz eh itz jus a show... jus how every1 else iz too!!!! y does dere has 2 b problems in the world.....i was happy 5 seconds ago bt den sorrow comes back i wonder y T~T it feels sooo horrible feelin lyk dis bt not even ma parents understand meh nd dey iz wayy over protective...i wish dey werent like dat i wish dey were a bit less carin bt dey still care 4 meh..i wish sum1 could jus hold meh nd tell meh everytin ok..wen it iz nt cuz dat will make me feel happier ..i wish ..i wish for lots of tings bt i tink no matter how hard i wish it will never come true ='( datz how im feelin even tho i hav many good friends nd besties nd my fav #1 best friend Ally i still cant help 2 tink im loney nd dey dnt understand me. There a lot i wish for ..even i tink sumtimes "What is my friend doing?" or even y? bt in the end i could never understand just lyk dey could never understand watz wrong wit meh.....no matter how hatd i try....
