Amanda
by wolfraine on March 6, 2009
Amanda
I never blog anything
but I blogged this PM I just wrote about suicide to you
its' on my page
if you ever feel that bad
come to my page and look at it
I have 3500 friends
but you're the only one with a blog
that's because you are important
so important that I want you to always have that reminder
on my page
that your life means more to the people who love you
than to yourself
so you have to always think of them first
and put yourself second
that's just life
but in turn to all the people that love you
you come first
always
> Suicide is for cowards,
> people who want an easy way out-
> people who don't care or give a shit
> about anyone else but themselves
> how do you think I would feel if you killed yourself?
> how about your friends at school, your entire school, your entire town-
> your family everyone would just be in hell because you're gone
> you can't put people thru that
> when you think of suicide,
> you never think of yourself
> don't be that selfish
> think of all the people you will be hurting,
> including me
> those people will be scarred for life
> if you don't care about your own life
> then at least care about the people who love you
> and don't put them thru that agony
> have you ever had a pet die?
> or do you own a pet
> would you like to see it dead?
> that is pure agony
> I thought of suicide, came very close to it
> until I thought about the people I would never see again
> never play my guitar again, never see my dog again,
> never walk on the beach, never eat pizza again
> never enjoy a spring day, never be able to love anyone ever again
> because I would be dead.
> One thing you have to learn about me
> I say what is on my mind
> I don't hold anything back and I'll give you the truth
> I'm from NYC and sometimes the way I talk is rough
> and can be hurtful, I don't mean it that way
> I just don't know any other way to say things
> but suicide is for losers
> if you are a loser
> you're no friend of mine
> when you want to end your life
> think of these things I just said
> and ask yourself,
> do you really care??????????
> or are you an unfeeling fucking asshole
> if you are the fucking asshole
> kill yourself
> if you care about anything
> give yourself another day
> sadness only exists in your mind and nowhere else
> you have a choice to be sad or happy
> some sadness doesn;t go away
> but if you can find even one little bit of happiness
> then you aren't ready to die
> > love
> wolf
