tasteless love

its so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain
im not ok

sunlight shining through my window,
lets me know im still alive
why did i ever let you inside my heart, im such a fool
paint my face in shades of blood
and grey and take a seat right next to me
i should have known that you were a killer,
but now im dead

a gaping hole,shot through my heart
a lost connection from your poison dart
shot from your tongue to end my life

youll never know the hardest thing about dying is,
know ing youll never see the light of day.
my head now spins and my ears bleed gold
i try so fucking hard, but i cant seem to fit your mold

you ripped my heart out
you tore my eyes out now youre gonna pay
ill stab you one time
ill eat your heart so you can feel my pain
i see you in all of my dreams
i wanna kill you...........

i wanna kill you now

im insane.