For her...you know who you are.

the pain that i feel
just wont go away
everytime i try to leave
you convince me to stay!

i just dont understand
why do you have to lie
im sick of everything
please just let me die!

let me slit my throat
let me bleed onto the floor
just stop pretending to care
i cant take this anymore!

let the darkness invade my soul
i'll soon be filled with hate
please dont try to stop me
just let hell open its gate!

you said we'd last forever
that was just another lie
keep on saying your sorry
but please dont make me cry!

the more you say you love me
the more i open my heart
you say you cant lose me
but you tore me apart!

if you really loved me
you wouldnt of done this
but its done & its not over
the blade goes across my wrist!

the past always repeats itself
its never gone forever
you killed me inside..
but i thought we loved eachother!

i really really love you
it was my heart that you stole
the more you lied to me
the more you destroyed my soul!

i cant believe i trusted you
forever doesnt last
i cant believe i loved you
now please dissapear into my past </3