Jumping.

I feel a rush every time im near the edge, near falling into the water.

I get these rush, knowing i might drown if i jump, cliff dive, into the water, to high in the air.

I get a rush threw my body, adrinaline, coursing threw my vines.

I know i might never see u again, but I hear the wind calling to me, dareing me to jump into the water.

I feel ur horror, i see it on ur face, i hear in ur voice, i smell it in ur body, but i cant stop myself from jumping into the water, a rush ive never done before.

So if i never see u again i say to u, "I love u, I always will and always have. Good bye."

And then I run, run full throtle, because i know ull try and stop me and i dont want u to.

I plunge myself into the air, and then im free falling, free falling into ablivion.

And then i hit the water, down, down, i got till i feel the bottom, i kick of.

And next second im being pulled in, pulled in by the current. My back is hurting, and i relize im being plunged into hudge rocks over and over again.

And then I hear u call my name. I tell u not to jump not to rescue me, but u dont listen.

And to my horror u jumped, and went into the water right next to me.

U grabed me, and pulled me into ur arms, like im a ragdoll.

and walk out like were in a pound and theres nothing holding u back.

U walk ashore with me in ur arms, u whisper in my hear " never do that again. I cant live without u. Ive waited an eternaity for u to enter my life, never try anything like that again, never do something that could take u from me."

I whisper to u that i wont, and say, "i dont care watu are, where u come from, who u used to be with, i dont care wat u used to do, just dont ever leave me because i cant survive without u.