Alone.....

Everyone always aks why im so dpressed,why im not the same person I
used to be.

Why im not happy and jolly. And I always say this is who I am now.

Deal with it. But deep down I know the reasoning behind it,Im all alone, alone with nothing.

I ask myself every day why did this happen to me?

Why did fate or whatever it is that screwed me over, made my life miserable.

I would not wish this on anyone, I just want it to go away, to never come back.

But I know that will never happen. Im an outsider looking in, an outcast, a freak.

But do I care? No. If I cant be who I am now and my friends, my family cant accept that then I say to you, screw you I dont need you anyway.

Alone.....thats what I am, will it never end? Will I die alone? With no one to hold,no one to hold me and love me? Alone...