Controversial - Read it its kind of long but it will Make you think.

I recently have been exposed to a topic that has me stumbling. Why is it that this generation (12-25 yr.) feel the most non responsible for their lives. Feel like everything should be handed to them. That if something is not perfect for their convenience such as work or discipline, it is not going to be tolerated. That everything is just going to end up the way it’s supposed to. No work required. We can’t blame it just on the kids. The parents have contributed a great deal, along with the media and the extravagant electronic development.

This upcoming generation is also the first to have more youth grow up without fathers than the ones with them. We are the Fatherless Generation. More than 1/3 of this generation has grown up without a father figure in their household.

It’s surprising how much time people take worrying and thinking about what other people think of you. Or thinking about other peoples lives. It’s like we strive for greatness through other people. Or maybe we look for reason and existence. Truth and understanding. Maybe we are resistant and jealous of someone who acts like they don’t have a worry or trouble in the world. Maybe you wish you had a perfect life, with a perfect everything perceived to the world as the perfect life, by much of the world around you.

Is our life anything? Is there a reason for our existence? In your life is everyone really there Or is it just a big lie or trick that our minds are playing on us. Are there worlds that created us in pity and for play? As if they are playing, and our minds, communities, countries, and Nations are their game pieces. –“I wonder if I make this nation obtain power and enforce torment on these inhabitants if this (?) will be affected and, I wonder what would happen?” --

We are a simple snow globe being shaken for pure amusement… what if?

We stand as individuals but exist as a group. With different beliefs and accusations. Relating from a religious standpoint; How could God listen to each one of us. Much less hear at all. It’s funny how one person thinks God is theirs and tends to all of their needs in life, but yet he is shared and does this for everyone. its almost as if each person would have to have their own god. He who holds every tear. Answers every prayer. He who is there to listen.

But if so and there is only one god, How does he achieve such greatness. AND what about different religions? Catholic says one thing Baptist and Methodist say another. And Nondenominational preach against them all and believe in something else altogether.

Conception is key. They all believe in a bible, but all read and perceive it in a different manor. If one church says it is wrong to do one thing that another church preaches to have as an every day part of your life, and if you were to disobey you would go straight to hell. Which church goes to hell? Does one?

And IF SO…

What about the People who believe in different religions such as Hindu, one of the worlds oldest practiced religion, as well as the worlds 3rd widely practiced. They believe in reincarnation, Hindu mythology, ceremonies for life and death.

And religions that believe in No god or many, are they going to be sent to Hell? When they think we are to ones going to hell? Is one of these religions right? Will one prevail over another? Is there a Hell?

Someone who lives in a screwed up household that maybe wants to die, to get away from it all, is going to finally kill herself because she finally wants for everything to be over. is she going to be sent to hell? To live in Misery for the rest of Her Life?

I DON’T think so… and if so there is No god. And he has no heart.

I know this is a very controversial subject to talk about but somebody’s got to. This kind of thing happens all the time. Happens to the best of people, girls and guys. Who have grown up in poverty and household hell, with alcoholic parents, in abusive relationships. Trying to withhold their tears from reality, the terror, humility, insecurity, pain, and suffering builds up and decays their self esteem and self image. Making the only place to yearn for is where nothing hurts. And where everything would just go away. And people sit around and judge them. People that have no place and have No Idea what they are going through. its infuriating! No one has any place to judge unless they have been through the same misery. And those who have: Don’t Judge!

Do NOT get me wrong, I believe in God but I think people look at him for more than he actually is. For he is there to help us through tuff times, to help us find purpose, but people can not shove god down peoples throats’ and make it aperitif for them to believe. They just rebel and think in circles. And if our God is an amazing God as people all say, how does he send innocent souls and spirits to Hell? And possibly just because they did not listen to their calling, and were not raised to look for one.

I was Once told that there are three topics you never discuss with people
1. Religion
2. Sex
3. Politics
And frankly those are my three favorite things to talk about. I like to hear peoples opinions. People feel strongly about those three things and its always on an A and B playing field. Usually it causes an argument or a loud disagreeing conversation, but its not my fault people don’t think other people can have an opinion that does not agree with theirs, and Only theirs is right. Its not my fault people can’t see It from both sides of the fence.

I could argue both sides to any argument. Hands Down. But I choose to pick a side and stick with it. If people want to argue, I wont. ill listen to them. I’ll say what I need to say, and I’ll walk away. its as simple as that. Once someone’s mind is made up, and they refuse to listen to what you have to say, there is frankly no changing it. Just a waste of breath. Because it takes guts to admit what you have lived by your whole life, is a lie, few will ever guess upon it.

BUT is it? Who are we has Human beings to choose from right or wrong, from someone’s truth and understanding to another MAYBE it’s been all the lies and opinions that has made what we call truth.

Things I say contradict other things that I say but that does not mean I believe less or more of one. I believe in all my heart: both. Even if they may be opposites. I’ve been preached to that God knows who and what you will do with your life, way before your mamma ever even thinks about winking at your father, And I believe that. sort of. I’ve also been preached to that abortion makes God angry because God had a story and a plan for that baby created in his image.

But if God knows all, and all about you, He should know that the other man He created will take what you would have been, from existence. So how could he be “mad”? If He knew/ knows ALL, he knew before you were even thought of being created, that you would not be a part of this world. He gave us free Will and the ability to think and fend for ourselves. He gave us minds and smarts, and the ability to constantly grow as a society.

I don’t personally agree with abortion. Not the worst possible situation could push me to end a life, but I was brought up in a household that doesn’t agree with it. But unlike the rest of my family, I can see into other people’s lives and understand that it is an acceptable thing to do. And who am I to tell someone what is right and what is wrong that has to do with their body; not mine. I am Far from being All Knowing, SO for all I know, we are all wrong, maybe everything happens for a reason, maybe we all live in a made up world we think is reality. When truly we are all the oblivious ones to what is right in front of us. Maybe we are all the ones who shun and look over Our Calling for what should be.

I was once talking to a friend and she told me that ‘maybe heaven, or what you believe happens after your body dies, even if it is just ‘over’, is true?’ Maybe whatever you want or believe will happen after you die, will happen. That whatever you thought or wanted it to be, it would? OR maybe its not imaginable.

Who really KNOWS::: Are we all going to end up in the same place? People that don’t believe in our heaven and know nothing of it will end up there and be disappointed? or are we going to end up in theirs? or may we will be reincarnated? and be disappointed? or unknowing that we have been? Or go no where. Maybe its just over. Life is our adventure, and we should live life to the fullest, because when its over, its over.

Can you imagine not living? and dying? and not going anywhere…

Maybe if you want to come back as a squirrel or a monarch butterfly, Or maybe the wind or snow. OR you want to become an angle and walk with Jesus. Or maybe you stay where you are most happiest, such as sitting on a park bench holding to hand of the one you loved, all old and wrinkly, and happy.

What is Life?
Simple joy- laughs and giggles
childhood- discipline and learning and nurturing

A bunch of goodbyes

Chapters of the past; never to revisit, things you forget, things you cant.

Everything disappears and nothing in your life matters.

opposite forces attract toward each other and cause the catastrophic unforgettable undesirable indescribable event of your lifetime.

Pride is a crutch of the insecure.

Teens are oblivious to suffering, pain, fear,…

why is it that infants like to run around naked and don’t like clothes. is it because they don’t have that feeling you get of embarrassment and the immoral touch it is in our society to be seen unclothed and lawfully wide of the mark…

you don’t have to teach a kid how to crawl up in their parents lap. whys that?

everything happens for a reason- if only we knew that reason…