Amanda

by wolfraine on March 6, 2009

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Amanda

I never blog anything
but I blogged this PM I just wrote about suicide to you
its' on my page
if you ever feel that bad
come to my page and look at it
I have 3500 friends
but you're the only one with a blog
that's because you are important
so important that I want you to always have that reminder
on my page
that your life means more to the people who love you
than to yourself
so you have to always think of them first
and put yourself second
that's just life
but in turn to all the people that love you
you come first
always

> Suicide is for cowards,
> people who want an easy way out-
> people who don't care or give a shit
> about anyone else but themselves
> how do you think I would feel if you killed yourself?
> how about your friends at school, your entire school, your entire town-
> your family everyone would just be in hell because you're gone
> you can't put people thru that
> when you think of suicide,
> you never think of yourself
> don't be that selfish
> think of all the people you will be hurting,
> including me
> those people will be scarred for life
> if you don't care about your own life
> then at least care about the people who love you
> and don't put them thru that agony
> have you ever had a pet die?
> or do you own a pet
> would you like to see it dead?
> that is pure agony
> I thought of suicide, came very close to it
> until I thought about the people I would never see again
> never play my guitar again, never see my dog again,
> never walk on the beach, never eat pizza again
> never enjoy a spring day, never be able to love anyone ever again
> because I would be dead.
> One thing you have to learn about me
> I say what is on my mind
> I don't hold anything back and I'll give you the truth
> I'm from NYC and sometimes the way I talk is rough
> and can be hurtful, I don't mean it that way
> I just don't know any other way to say things
> but suicide is for losers
> if you are a loser
> you're no friend of mine
> when you want to end your life
> think of these things I just said
> and ask yourself,
> do you really care??????????
> or are you an unfeeling fucking asshole
> if you are the fucking asshole
> kill yourself
> if you care about anything
> give yourself another day
> sadness only exists in your mind and nowhere else
> you have a choice to be sad or happy
> some sadness doesn;t go away
> but if you can find even one little bit of happiness
> then you aren't ready to die
> > love
> wolf

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dark angel101411 said:

all i can say is wow and thanks i have been hating myself for a long time now but now i know i need to be here to protect the one i love :)

kiss my toxic lips

9 weeks 1 day ago

jordy11503 said:

I should show this to my friend shes been upset lately and wants to kill herself, maybe this will help convince her not to.

~Jordan~

12 weeks 10 hours ago

Deleted User said:

i have thought about doing this sometimes....reading this helps me see the stupidty....sometimes....im crazy

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19 weeks 5 days ago

dead-girl-2020 said:

You really nailed it. i cant kill myself no matter what because i have things i need to take care of and people who need me here. MY life might be down hill right now but there's no way i'm going to take the easy way out and hurt every one i need to protect! what kind of example would that set for my little sisters. all it would say is that i was a chicken who could take what was thrown at me and gave up to take the easy way out!!!!

if in the end.., everyone just leaves you why bother trying?
-eMbEr

22 weeks 3 days ago

AMERICAN MUTT said:

bout time some one fucking said it and ya u hit the nail on the head i have had my problems i tried to 3 times but then u think about what would happen to others and u second guess it lol now i am just not wanting to where my belt now i would rather take the challange! but any way i agree with you!

love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage...

23 weeks 1 day ago

KI5378 said:

u know all my life its been bad but i never thought about suicide but i was really careless and i always tell my friends that its just surrendering and its not going to solve anyproblems it will just make matters worse if your life suck well sorry but its better then no life

life suck's

24 weeks 2 days ago

Deleted User said:

wow, wolf u saved my amanda thnk u thnk u thnk u omfg thnk u soooo much

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25 weeks 3 days ago

lniskar said:

Wow! i agree. Wow thanks for sayin tht i have 6 sisters tht tried and now i know what to tell them. Thanks lots of love!

Love,Leah ♥ Niskar
i love kyle!!!
My bro for life.
Wish u well
in the army!
Big Bro! :)
Peace out!
why do I love Michael???
:'|

26 weeks 19 hours ago

Pudrick said:

GUILLLT TRIPPP WWOOOO lol sorry nice blog entree

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26 weeks 5 days ago

wolfraine said:

Amanda, if you ever read this, I am really proud of you, you're amazing, never forget that.

It can't rain all the time -wolf

27 weeks 1 day ago

2 rite luv on her arms said:

wow uhh that helped a lot!!! believe it or not i was suicidal a few days ago and that really helped. i know it wasn't for me lol but it still is amazing!!! Thanks!!

deadfall. just the beginning of this never ending war.. even angels wish they were dead

27 weeks 2 days ago

wolfraine said:

No subjectFrom Addicted 2 pain on June 11, 2009 at 8:10AM
hey wolf!! iz missed you so fucking much!!!!!! thank you for keeping meh alive!!
~love, Amanda

It can't rain all the time -wolf