How am i not myself

I am in great spirits these days. Everything seems to be going well. I have a new life so to speak. Like a second chance and it makes me feel like everything was always meant to go this way. I have been separated for almost a year from my husband. We seem to be getting along well. The kids are doing good. Though i have spoiled the crap out of them. College is better than i expected even though it is only a community college. I still like it a lot. I plan on being single until Cervantes and i get our children grown and run off together into the wilderness with some bad ass spanish artist.