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Hello im jennifer pichardo im only here for one reason and im nawt gonna say wat my reasons are or what thre about a while ago i met an incrediabl guy who made me see life a whole diff way and im living it the best i can i messed up and let a frend get in the midle of it and now my heart is torn into im trying to fix it but i cant every time i do it falls back to the way it was .im pretty sure you hate my guts for all the damage i have caused for you but i cant help it. i know u dnt wann talk to me that much that's why i sparinghly call you cause i dont want to bother you or be a burden to you the worse thing you could ever say to me is go away and never come back id be devastated idk waht id doo but it's all becaus . Im inlove with you so much still and if ur reading this ur prolly think im nawt but i am and im never gonna stop loving you u changed my life and i have changed in so many ways i cant show you cause yor not here to see it and what kills me so badly is seeing you love someone else and nawt me ... but it's my fault i put all the blame on me cause i never should have got the job or met thet frend id do anything to change that your a wonderful guy i dnt look at u as a boy i see as a wonderful talented guy who know's how to make someone smile idk if u memba this but i told you id wait til the end to be with you ive tried my hardest to move on and see other people but all they do is tear me down and i feel like im being put in a corner for all the shame ive done and im sorry for what i done to you i wish i could tell it to your face how sorry i am if thres anything in this world id wish for it would to be with you and hold u close i dont want another love like ur's i cant seem to find another you it's impossible i know u dnt feel the way i do about you but all i can do is hope and pray and waste all the time i got and all i want for anything in this world is to be with you all i do is the day im with u and i know it may nawt happen but im nawt gonna let that stop me from dreaming about you i dont know wher id be today if i dint meet you i know im a horriable girl for what i done and im nawt the best thing walking the planet but all i want is your trust and forgivenss for what happend and im teriabley sorry i now how much u love the other girl and she so beautiful im glad she makes u happy and she seems like she has it all together with herself and im happy for you i just dont want to go on alone without you by my side all i can do is wait like i plan to i miss you truley XOXO ALLWAYS JENNIFER PICHARDO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥♥♥