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I am the one known as the bearer of light... I serve the great spirits of the earth and the Forest Goddess herself. I can see the wind as it moves and feel the life of all things as it surrounds me as a blanket of light. There is a force in all things that I weild as my power. Drawing from this I serve the forces of nature and was evolved from wolf to dragon. Though many know the dragon to be gone and exinct this is most untrue. The dragon lives on as it evolved itself into a great spirit and bestows its form and power to those who most deserve it. In my evolution though..there were those whom did not believe in my purity and so they attacked me in a place my true form called a weakness...they froze my heart. No more would I be the Wynd Shaman, The Walker or even the spirit.. My new form and I were frozen in an enchanted castle of ice and it is there I wait for one to melt this prison and restore me to my former self. The world still cries for me and my dragon grows weaker...The Great Spirit cannot help me for the source of the ice and its curse lie within my heart..and therefore it freezes my soul to its very core. My old friend the wolf guards my dragon and calls out to wake him... Eventualy the curse was lifted and my heart was set free... it now soars atop the wings of the mighty Dragon and I fly along side my wolf and watch as he hunts and explores our new world. I search for that special spirit, An earth spirit that had warmth and love in her heart. She melted the Ice and freed my heart from its icy cage. I now let her love guide me for she is the one my dragon and my wolf hunt for and seek to protect. I call to her in the night and wait for her in the light of the sunrise. She...who is known only as the One... My love.. My friend..My savior... It is her I will serve... it is her light I will follow... The Ice has melted... and I am free ...so very free. Now if you want to know more about me seriously..this is how it can best be put..... Simple..humble..and outgoing...a fellow who is just out to make his way and help another fellow if I can. I dont want to step on anybody else's toes or get in anyones way. I love my children and having my life the way I like it. Peaceful and alone. Not saying I wouldn't like to meet a lady...but she has to be like me...out in the rain and she will understand it if she is the one. Never met a person I didnt like and never met a person that liked me. I love a lot of things but my favorites are breathing and watching my girls grow. Outdoors and barefoot defines me best. I love an adventure but I also love the comforts of home. Trying new things and learning something new would be the best way to describe my personality...yet some days I just like to lean back and enjoy the little things. My mother passed a while ago.... and she taught me so many things. On her death bed, when we last talked before she became to ill to communicate anymore, she said to me ..you must always think of your children first...I only hate leaving because its my children now that I think of..not death itself. She gave me the understanding that ..its what we do through our children thats most important. And so out of all things I love..my children will always be at the top of the list. My personality is a palette of colors and my mind a maze of puzzles and mystery. In other words..I am very open minded and I am always into something new. So I love for anyone to share things with me and peak my interests for sure. If you cant grow..You cant know..its a solid philosohy I think. I guess where I am in life is a very confusing one at times. Im in a pivotel time where my decisions seem to be so critical. Although my life is not an open book..I will tell you these things now and you decide rather or not I am worth your time.... I was asked recently if I was happy.. I believe there are many levels of happiness and a side of me has never been happy, yet..a side of me has never been sad. I learned a long time ago to love myself regardless if others loved me or not. I can be proud of myself at times..at others, I admit I can let myself down. Welcome to the world of being Human..lol. If you met me in real life I probably wouldnt have more than 2 words to say, yet after you get to know me I would love you to death and talk about anything. I am a laugher, a prankster, a riddler and a lover of all things that make a person smile and brings them joy. Ill try anything one time just for the experience though that has a few clauses I would add right there..lol. My heart is loving and forgiving.. I dont hold grudges, I forgive just about anything and hold out on saying anything to someone that would be negative or a cause of conflict till the last moment. If I hurt.. I try not to hurt in return.. I know the sun will set and rise a few times and then emotions relax and you can really wished you hadnt made these choices that hurt someone just because they hurt you. I love to help others.. I sometimes feel God may have wanted that to be my true calling... I will put anyones feelings over my own to make them happy..hey, Im proud of that, very proud. I guess maybe I feel sometime like I am meant to be alone and its really a great feeling to help lost souls and broken hearted people find their way... What hurts is when you do that and then turn around to find them gone without a Thank you, though I expect nothing in return,a hug goodbye helps...sometime a friend you talked to everyday will not even want to say hello to you after they have found their happiness...but thats ok..we all carry on...lol, Yes..I have been hurt terribly and many times,how did you know, we will have no pity here.. I choose not to feel sorry for myself. Instead, I focus on spreading love and friendship I fail to find myself. I have to admit... I do miss many.. I hope they miss me..;) So there..nuff said.. I am a plain old hi tech country boy who loves the Lords Laws , the Lords creation... and the Lords Sacrifice. I believe we all should be thankful for the air we breath and so I am a humble man. My heart is to big for my own good but I know its the only way to teach my daughters right from wrong. If you dont have a heart you cant love. Cherish life and the people whom we are blessed with and never, never go to bed angry. I am peaceful and kind to everyone that I can be and am always hoping to help anyone in need. oh yeah... and I LOVE my daughters...LOL.......How many times can I say that?..They are my world and my everything. If I were to lose them I have no idea how I would bring myself to go on. You know, writing this is easy untill you think about others reading it. I guess I just want anyone who has enough interests in me to know me and not waste their time if I seem to be the type they wouldnt enjoy being around. I welcome anyone who is looking for a friend to message me.. I enjoy making new friends and I assure you I will be tickled to meet you..lol